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Share your own personal experiences of Malaysia Gay Saunas/Massage stories. Would like to hear some stories of you guys. What did you do / cruise to get the guy that you wanted? How was the feeling with the person? Would you like to go back again? Share some thoughts and experiences right here. 

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3 hours ago, wilfgene said:

The scene is over with apps around.

LOL better to share than nothing right? 

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Guest Malay Bottom

I always enjoy the sauna scene compare to chatting on apps. The real life experience is wonderful. My top saunas are Otot2, Kakiku and 52Forest(where you can massage too).

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2 minutes ago, Guest Malay Bottom said:

I always enjoy the sauna scene compare to chatting on apps. The real life experience is wonderful. My top saunas are Otot2, Kakiku and 52Forest(where you can massage too).

Really, which place is your favorite? Share some stories here la... Like how you find out, what did you do, how's the environment like... Etc

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Guest ExhibitionistInKL

I'm an exhibitionist, but enjoy a little fun here and there (give and receive handjobs only).

 

I start my session by going to the sauna or steam room. Most people prefer to play in the dark so I go in there and play with as many cocks as willing. Usually end up with 2 or 3 of them cumming. The downside is that you can't see anything, just the feeling of their hard cocks twitching in my hand.

 

I then go to the open areas where I start flashing and playing with myself. I usually lie down and move the towel away, exposing my 6 inch cock (hard). I then stroke a little, tease a little, just play with it till I get hard. Then I stop for a while until it's a little soft. Then I start again. Within 10 minutes, there's usually a crowd around me to watch. The best experience was around 9 or 10 guys spread out with all eyes on my cock. There was a malay guy with a big cock (around 8 inches easily) on my left and a chinese guy with an average cock (around 3 inches) on my right. The malay guy was definitely enjoying the show as he was rock hard. The chinese guy wasn't as hard, and he kept covering up his cock. Must've been a little shy. After about 20 minutes of teasing my cock, the malay guy decided to grab it. I wasn't expecting it so I was quite surprised and I burst my load immediately. Love the look on everyones faces as they watch me cum all over myself.

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15 minutes ago, Guest ExhibitionistInKL said:

I'm an exhibitionist, but enjoy a little fun here and there (give and receive handjobs only).

 

I start my session by going to the sauna or steam room. Most people prefer to play in the dark so I go in there and play with as many cocks as willing. Usually end up with 2 or 3 of them cumming. The downside is that you can't see anything, just the feeling of their hard cocks twitching in my hand.

 

I then go to the open areas where I start flashing and playing with myself. I usually lie down and move the towel away, exposing my 6 inch cock (hard). I then stroke a little, tease a little, just play with it till I get hard. Then I stop for a while until it's a little soft. Then I start again. Within 10 minutes, there's usually a crowd around me to watch. The best experience was around 9 or 10 guys spread out with all eyes on my cock. There was a malay guy with a big cock (around 8 inches easily) on my left and a chinese guy with an average cock (around 3 inches) on my right. The malay guy was definitely enjoying the show as he was rock hard. The chinese guy wasn't as hard, and he kept covering up his cock. Must've been a little shy. After about 20 minutes of teasing my cock, the malay guy decided to grab it. I wasn't expecting it so I was quite surprised and I burst my load immediately. Love the look on everyones faces as they watch me cum all over myself.

 

That's a hot story. Had group fun in the dark room before, pretty messy lol

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47 minutes ago, Guest ExhibitionistInKL said:

I'm an exhibitionist, but enjoy a little fun here and there (give and receive handjobs only).

 

I start my session by going to the sauna or steam room. Most people prefer to play in the dark so I go in there and play with as many cocks as willing. Usually end up with 2 or 3 of them cumming. The downside is that you can't see anything, just the feeling of their hard cocks twitching in my hand.

 

I then go to the open areas where I start flashing and playing with myself. I usually lie down and move the towel away, exposing my 6 inch cock (hard). I then stroke a little, tease a little, just play with it till I get hard. Then I stop for a while until it's a little soft. Then I start again. Within 10 minutes, there's usually a crowd around me to watch. The best experience was around 9 or 10 guys spread out with all eyes on my cock. There was a malay guy with a big cock (around 8 inches easily) on my left and a chinese guy with an average cock (around 3 inches) on my right. The malay guy was definitely enjoying the show as he was rock hard. The chinese guy wasn't as hard, and he kept covering up his cock. Must've been a little shy. After about 20 minutes of teasing my cock, the malay guy decided to grab it. I wasn't expecting it so I was quite surprised and I burst my load immediately. Love the look on everyones faces as they watch me cum all over myself.

Wow, which sauna did you got to? That was a good experience for you! Wish I could meet you someday

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On 7/1/2020 at 11:56 AM, Guest ExhibitionistInKL said:

I'm an exhibitionist, but enjoy a little fun here and there (give and receive handjobs only).

 

I start my session by going to the sauna or steam room. Most people prefer to play in the dark so I go in there and play with as many cocks as willing. Usually end up with 2 or 3 of them cumming. The downside is that you can't see anything, just the feeling of their hard cocks twitching in my hand.

 

I then go to the open areas where I start flashing and playing with myself. I usually lie down and move the towel away, exposing my 6 inch cock (hard). I then stroke a little, tease a little, just play with it till I get hard. Then I stop for a while until it's a little soft. Then I start again. Within 10 minutes, there's usually a crowd around me to watch. The best experience was around 9 or 10 guys spread out with all eyes on my cock. There was a malay guy with a big cock (around 8 inches easily) on my left and a chinese guy with an average cock (around 3 inches) on my right. The malay guy was definitely enjoying the show as he was rock hard. The chinese guy wasn't as hard, and he kept covering up his cock. Must've been a little shy. After about 20 minutes of teasing my cock, the malay guy decided to grab it. I wasn't expecting it so I was quite surprised and I burst my load immediately. Love the look on everyones faces as they watch me cum all over myself.

Which sauna is that? Is it open after MCO?

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I had my first sexual experience in a sauna. Chakran to be exact.

 

It happened a couple of years ago. I was eager about the sauna scene so I went there to find out how it works. On that day, I was the only twink in the place so eyes were all on me. So I sat in the dark dry room and then an Indian guy came in and sat next to me. What I didn't know was another guy already sitting in the room. So the Indian guy came and carressed me. Tried to have me suck him but I refused. We started jerking each other off. It was the first time I held dick in my hands and boy was it a big one. The other guy got turned on too so he started to fondle me. I reciprocated by jerking his dick too. So there I was in the dark room with dicks in each hand while having my own jacked off and my nipples played. I let out a moan as I came. I thanked both guys and left to go shower then leave. It was my first sexual encounter though so I was a bit staggered. Looking back on it, it was kind of hot.

 

From then on, I ventured to other saunas. So far my fav would have to be Otot2. I think the facilities alone are what makes it the best. 

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19 hours ago, silvertongue said:

I had my first sexual experience in a sauna. Chakran to be exact.

 

It happened a couple of years ago. I was eager about the sauna scene so I went there to find out how it works. On that day, I was the only twink in the place so eyes were all on me. So I sat in the dark dry room and then an Indian guy came in and sat next to me. What I didn't know was another guy already sitting in the room. So the Indian guy came and carressed me. Tried to have me suck him but I refused. We started jerking each other off. It was the first time I held dick in my hands and boy was it a big one. The other guy got turned on too so he started to fondle me. I reciprocated by jerking his dick too. So there I was in the dark room with dicks in each hand while having my own jacked off and my nipples played. I let out a moan as I came. I thanked both guys and left to go shower then leave. It was my first sexual encounter though so I was a bit staggered. Looking back on it, it was kind of hot.

 

From then on, I ventured to other saunas. So far my fav would have to be Otot2. I think the facilities alone are what makes it the best. 

Wow great first experience! 

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23 hours ago, silvertongue said:

I had my first sexual experience in a sauna. Chakran to be exact.

 

It happened a couple of years ago. I was eager about the sauna scene so I went there to find out how it works. On that day, I was the only twink in the place so eyes were all on me. So I sat in the dark dry room and then an Indian guy came in and sat next to me. What I didn't know was another guy already sitting in the room. So the Indian guy came and carressed me. Tried to have me suck him but I refused. We started jerking each other off. It was the first time I held dick in my hands and boy was it a big one. The other guy got turned on too so he started to fondle me. I reciprocated by jerking his dick too. So there I was in the dark room with dicks in each hand while having my own jacked off and my nipples played. I let out a moan as I came. I thanked both guys and left to go shower then leave. It was my first sexual encounter though so I was a bit staggered. Looking back on it, it was kind of hot.

 

From then on, I ventured to other saunas. So far my fav would have to be Otot2. I think the facilities alone are what makes it the best. 

Thanks hahah. Kinda miss showing off and getting touched in the saunas. Can't wait to go to maybe Chakran or Mandi Manda after my exams

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9 hours ago, silvertongue said:

Thanks hahah. Kinda miss showing off and getting touched in the saunas. Can't wait to go to maybe Chakran or Mandi Manda after my exams

Me too, can't wait to go and have try to have fun there! 

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i think not all massage experience are pleasant and erotic , I would like to share my unpleasant experience in a massage parlour. Tried a masage boy which was tagged with" special "which was more expensive than other masseur. As it was my first time to book tag with special ,my expextation was either he must should have better massage skill or with gorgeous look than other..

I booked him with full package of RM210.00.

To my disappointment, he didnt have any massage skill at but just simply "pressed" for 20 minutes and he proceeded to the fun time which i was expecting he could do better.Another disappointment there was no foreplay, no service, non sensual at all, he only focused on his own pleasure by aiming to get himself cum at soonest so that he can finish his session as soon as possible. and he did manage to "achieve" his goal of completing the whole session within 30 minutes!

It was simply wasting of money and time to book him.

 

massage -0.5/10 
Sex- 0.5/10 
Size- 1 /10

look -5/10

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6 hours ago, Herbert said:

i think not all massage experience are pleasant and erotic , I would like to share my unpleasant experience in a massage parlour. Tried a masage boy which was tagged with" special "which was more expensive than other masseur. As it was my first time to book tag with special ,my expextation was either he must should have better massage skill or with gorgeous look than other..

I booked him with full package of RM210.00.

To my disappointment, he didnt have any massage skill at but just simply "pressed" for 20 minutes and he proceeded to the fun time which i was expecting he could do better.Another disappointment there was no foreplay, no service, non sensual at all, he only focused on his own pleasure by aiming to get himself cum at soonest so that he can finish his session as soon as possible. and he did manage to "achieve" his goal of completing the whole session within 30 minutes!

It was simply wasting of money and time to book him.

 

massage -0.5/10 
Sex- 0.5/10 
Size- 1 /10

look -5/10

Wah not good weh, should be banned lol

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6 hours ago, Herbert said:

i think not all massage experience are pleasant and erotic , I would like to share my unpleasant experience in a massage parlour. Tried a masage boy which was tagged with" special "which was more expensive than other masseur. As it was my first time to book tag with special ,my expextation was either he must should have better massage skill or with gorgeous look than other..

I booked him with full package of RM210.00.

To my disappointment, he didnt have any massage skill at but just simply "pressed" for 20 minutes and he proceeded to the fun time which i was expecting he could do better.Another disappointment there was no foreplay, no service, non sensual at all, he only focused on his own pleasure by aiming to get himself cum at soonest so that he can finish his session as soon as possible. and he did manage to "achieve" his goal of completing the whole session within 30 minutes!

It was simply wasting of money and time to book him.

 

massage -0.5/10 
Sex- 0.5/10 
Size- 1 /10

look -5/10

Damn that's disappointing. Yes it's good that we share these unpleasant experiences too.

 

To be honest, even though I know going to saunas can lead to sexual activity, it wasn't until after some time that I looked back on it in a different light. I didn't have any sexual experience before that so I was a bit shocked. And at the time I was trying to explore my sexuality so I didn't regard my trip back then as pleasant

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46 minutes ago, silvertongue said:

Damn that's disappointing. Yes it's good that we share these unpleasant experiences too.

 

To be honest, even though I know going to saunas can lead to sexual activity, it wasn't until after some time that I looked back on it in a different light. I didn't have any sexual experience before that so I was a bit shocked. And at the time I was trying to explore my sexuality so I didn't regard my trip back then as pleasant

Agreed and true

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1 minute ago, Daniel988 said:

So you prefer going to actual massage or going to sex massage 

I'm more on sex massage, but Lite fun. Pure massage also ok

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On 7/8/2020 at 11:17 PM, silvertongue said:

Thanks hahah. Kinda miss showing off and getting touched in the saunas. Can't wait to go to maybe Chakran or Mandi Manda after my exams

 

Yeah... I love saunas too.

The feeling you get there is just so different to hookups from apps.

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11 minutes ago, And then said:

 

Yeah... I love saunas too.

The feeling you get there is just so different to hookups from apps.

Maybe u can share yr stories or experience too! 

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Sentral Sauna is where I had the best experience. Probably not the cleanest or luxurious but perhaps for a chubby Malay like me, there are more of my type here.
I usually start in the sauna and just sit down. On good days, I would be able to play with 2-3 guys within less than one hour. Usually hj, bj and nipple play. Although clientele are mainly chub/daddies, there are quite a few young and fit guys here as well - perhaps they are also looking for chubby guys. The steam room is another place where action happens - I don't quite like it here as the floor is usually very wet.

The small dark room is where action also happens. I have given and received quite a few bjs here. All you need to do is lie on the floor or stand around and someone will eventually check you out. There are also shower rooms where couples go in to have fun. I once went in with a lean muscular Chinese guy who bj-ed me till I cum in his mouth. 
The last time I went there was a month before MCO.

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My first sauna experience was in Penang U2 sauna... I went there with a friend of mine since both of us wanted to try sauna for quite some time ady. First floor of the place is the main counter for registration and locker room where you change and keep your personal things, we were only given one big towel each. After changing, we went up to the upper floor where the dark room, steam room and open shower area located. after exploring the place for awhile we went into the steam room. It was so dark in the steam room and suddenly there was this guy came open up my towel and started giving me head, it got really excited. After awhile He dragged me to one corner and sit on me (with condom lol). I felt so excited plus the atmosphere in the steam room: it’s hot, you can’t see who you fucking, you can feel that there were some other people around you watching , my heart was pumping so fast... it’s was a nice first time lol but I didn’t cum coz I was thinking I still wanna explore more. I really like the open shower area where you can see and touch haha... so I decided to touch myself there and eventually cum there while other ppl watching and stroking me. Since then I think I’m kinda addicted to sauna lol 😂 

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13 hours ago, Guest ChubbyMly said:

Sentral Sauna is where I had the best experience. Probably not the cleanest or luxurious but perhaps for a chubby Malay like me, there are more of my type here.
I usually start in the sauna and just sit down. On good days, I would be able to play with 2-3 guys within less than one hour. Usually hj, bj and nipple play. Although clientele are mainly chub/daddies, there are quite a few young and fit guys here as well - perhaps they are also looking for chubby guys. The steam room is another place where action happens - I don't quite like it here as the floor is usually very wet.

The small dark room is where action also happens. I have given and received quite a few bjs here. All you need to do is lie on the floor or stand around and someone will eventually check you out. There are also shower rooms where couples go in to have fun. I once went in with a lean muscular Chinese guy who bj-ed me till I cum in his mouth. 
The last time I went there was a month before MCO.

Wow! Nice man! Would like to try though! 

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49 minutes ago, Bon-Bon said:

My first sauna experience was in Penang U2 sauna... I went there with a friend of mine since both of us wanted to try sauna for quite some time ady. First floor of the place is the main counter for registration and locker room where you change and keep your personal things, we were only given one big towel each. After changing, we went up to the upper floor where the dark room, steam room and open shower area located. after exploring the place for awhile we went into the steam room. It was so dark in the steam room and suddenly there was this guy came open up my towel and started giving me head, it got really excited. After awhile He dragged me to one corner and sit on me (with condom lol). I felt so excited plus the atmosphere in the steam room: it’s hot, you can’t see who you fucking, you can feel that there were some other people around you watching , my heart was pumping so fast... it’s was a nice first time lol but I didn’t cum coz I was thinking I still wanna explore more. I really like the open shower area where you can see and touch haha... so I decided to touch myself there and eventually cum there while other ppl watching and stroking me. Since then I think I’m kinda addicted to sauna lol 😂 

Wow! Penang gay sauna! That's hot experience! 

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So far the best sauna experience I had was in Mandi Manda last night. Saturday's theme is supposed to be naked night, but most patrons were not taking off their towels when they entered the level 69 (so called dark room), so I just followed the majority. There was a huge crowd, consisting 90% Chinese & 10% Indians and Malays, mostly are gym fit, average or slim, only a few bear type guys. I didn't notice any foreigners there last night. It was a very wild night. I reached at 5.30pm, that time still quite deserted. After taking a shower, I enjoyed myself in the dry sauna, the heat and temperature was on point last night, sweated a lot and it felt so good. Then, I proceeded to the steam room, this time it seems like not functioning properly, personally I felt like the temperature should be higher, it was way too moist and humid inside, making me feeling a bit uncomfortable. Nevertheless had some oral fun (both giving and receiving) inside with 3 guys simultaneously. Next, I took a quick shower and returned to the dry sauna. I was being nipple-played by a young Chi dude and we made out there on the spot (with condom). Subsequently, there were more guys came in, played around and kept touching us. It was really intoxicating but both of us decided not to cum tho, cos it's still early (about 7.30pm). After the session, I showered again (sorry but I really like showering haha), wandered around and took some rest before entering the 69 level. People seem quite horny last night, I saw quite many were kissing and sucking, be it 1-to-1 or in a group (3-5 people), some even fornicated openly. It was really an eye-candy and extremely arousing watching such live show and hearing moaning here and there. Basically we are heavily influenced by the environment, all of us were initially very shy, just stood there and waited for someone to initiate some actions (touching/kissing/cuddling/sucking), then only we followed. A big shout-out to those initiators, thanks a lot hehe. I managed to have fun with several different groups of guys in the level 69 until I cummed, then I cleaned myself and left. It was around 8.45pm and they closed at 9pm. I had a pleasant time here. It was my third visit to MM and yesterday was so far the best night I have ever had. I found myself somehow addicted to visiting sauna and FYI I have never try places other than MM before. Fellow members fell free to recommend other gay saunas in Malaysia which is fun and worth visit. For me, one of the downside of visiting sauna is I don't usually wear my specs during these occasions, so I can't really see the faces clearly as I short-sighted and all the rooms are fairly dark. Therefore, even after several visits, I still cannot recognize which guy I've seen before and which one I had encountered before. The only ones I remembered are the receptionist and the staffs managing the towels. Oh ya speaking of the towels, I love that they actually allow us to get new towels for free when your present one is either too wet or smelly due to excessive sweating. I heard other saunas charges extra for new towel. Overall, I was really satisfied with my visit to MM, the patrons are rather decent and there are no serious cleanliness issues (people and environment). 

 

Warning– This is based on my personal opinion. Visit at your own risk.

Disclaimer– English is not my first language, please forgive me for any errors made. 

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12 minutes ago, Sunwaystudent said:

So far the best sauna experience I had was in Mandi Manda last night. Saturday's theme is supposed to be naked night, but most patrons were not taking off their towels when they entered the level 69 (so called dark room), so I just followed the majority. There was a huge crowd, consisting 90% Chinese & 10% Indians and Malays, mostly are gym fit, average or slim, only a few bear type guys. I didn't notice any foreigners there last night. It was a very wild night. I reached at 5.30pm, that time still quite deserted. After taking a shower, I enjoyed myself in the dry sauna, the heat and temperature was on point last night, sweated a lot and it felt so good. Then, I proceeded to the steam room, this time it seems like not functioning properly, personally I felt like the temperature should be higher, it was way too moist and humid inside, making me feeling a bit uncomfortable. Nevertheless had some oral fun (both giving and receiving) inside with 3 guys simultaneously. Next, I took a quick shower and returned to the dry sauna. I was being nipple-played by a young Chi dude and we made out there on the spot (with condom). Subsequently, there were more guys came in, played around and kept touching us. It was really intoxicating but both of us decided not to cum tho, cos it's still early (about 7.30pm). After the session, I showered again (sorry but I really like showering haha), wandered around and took some rest before entering the 69 level. People seem quite horny last night, I saw quite many were kissing and sucking, be it 1-to-1 or in a group (3-5 people), some even fornicated openly. It was really an eye-candy and extremely arousing watching such live show and hearing moaning here and there. Basically we are heavily influenced by the environment, all of us were initially very shy, just stood there and waited for someone to initiate some actions (touching/kissing/cuddling/sucking), then only we followed. A big shout-out to those initiators, thanks a lot hehe. I managed to have fun with several different groups of guys in the level 69 until I cummed, then I cleaned myself and left. It was around 8.45pm and they closed at 9pm. I had a pleasant time here. It was my third visit to MM and yesterday was so far the best night I have ever had. I found myself somehow addicted to visiting sauna and FYI I have never try places other than MM before. Fellow members fell free to recommend other gay saunas in Malaysia which is fun and worth visit. For me, one of the downside of visiting sauna is I don't usually wear my specs during these occasions, so I can't really see the faces clearly as I short-sighted and all the rooms are fairly dark. Therefore, even after several visits, I still cannot recognize which guy I've seen before and which one I had encountered before. The only ones I remembered are the receptionist and the staffs managing the towels. Oh ya speaking of the towels, I love that they actually allow us to get new towels for free when your present one is either too wet or smelly due to excessive sweating. I heard other saunas charges extra for new towel. Overall, I was really satisfied with my visit to MM, the patrons are rather decent and there are no serious cleanliness issues (people and environment). 

 

Warning– This is based on my personal opinion. Visit at your own risk.

Disclaimer– English is not my first language, please forgive me for any errors made. 

Wow! Great story! 

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      So before the day ends, I decided to tell him the truth. It was so hard for me to let him know that i broke down in tears trying to explain my situation. Despite him being hurt, he still cares for my feelings and he hugged me. He understand what was i going through and he was glad that i told him earlier before we went on further. That night was the lowest point in my life and for the both of us too. He told me he was cheated before. Just before we chatted, he recently broke up with his ex bf whom he was together with for more than 5 yrs. Can tell that night he was really down. He really thought it could work out between us and he poured out his feelings that night. We couldn’t stop texting each other that night till about 3am. I was crying non stop because we were trying to find a solution for this. We tried so hard to make each other to leave but our hearts really can’t take it. 
       
      I knew how i felt that day and i knew i had to come out and be true to who i am. I couldn’t lie to myself anymore. This event made me even realise more that at this point in my life, i needed to make a clear direction to where i am going. 
       
      The next morning we texted each other, our usual good morning. But we both didn’t slept well. I felt so guilty that i ordered his fave coffee delivery to his house. He was touched and he said he misses me. But he couldn’t stand the fact that I am still someone else’s. 
       
      That was when i realise and made a decision. So i took the huge leap of ending of my r/s with my gf (she is my ex now). I decided not to let her know the real reason but i kept it generic with her. I knew sexually, i was not aroused by females. 
       
      Once that was settled, I let him know of my decision and he was very supportive of it. He was glad that I looked happier now and that was the only thing he wanted, for me to be happy. 
       
      After the whole saga, we were chatting even more and going out for dinner when we were finally able to dine out together recently. 
       
      Till today, we decided not to have any status or told each other that we were dating. I mentioned my feelings to him before till one of the day inside my car when i was sending him off. We kissed goodnight and i accidentally said, ‘i love you’. He was shocked and smile shyly but did not reply. He texted me after that saying that he didn’t wanna sound bad to me but he said he was not ready for another r/s yet. He can’t seem to open his heart yet after what happened to him previously. I totally understand his situation but he felt that it was unfair to me if he would to keep me waiting. 
       
      So now, we are really just enjoying each other’s company and having ‘fun’ with each other once in a while but we haven made it official yet. I want him to be my boyfriend and i think he also would like to have that but i think his heart was wounded the last time around and so he didn’t want to be hurt again. 
       
      As of now, we are just going through each day. Are we friends with benefits? Are we dating? Will we be tgt as bf one day? I don’t know, only time will tell. Anyone went through somewhat similar situation? Hehe
       
      So what are your thoughts?  
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