Personal Stories

[wayneteo]

I am new to BW. Read some stories and was inspired to write my own.

My friendship with a straight friend

When I was in Sec 1, I had a friend and we were very close. I almost went to his house every afternoon to do work.

We talked a lot, including sensitive topic about masturbation. We talked about the number of times we jerk a day, our penis size, his gfs etc.

One day, he showed a his dad Jap porn magazines and we saw the magazines together. Occasionally, he will adjust his shorts due to his hard on.

This becomes our rest break activity in between homework.

Another day, my first time watching a Jap porn video. He was aroused by the Jap girl and I without his knowledge was the cute Jap guys.

Halfway through the video, we dared each other to jerk off the other party. He was confident that if I jerk him off, he will not cum. I jo him and he cummed like crazy.

I love to see his 14cm hardon. Jerking session becomes common activity ( at least once a week)

Many horny stories (shared next time)

We were good friends until he went overseas to study. We lost touch then.

 

One day, he came back from overseas. He called me and we met up at my void deck. He asked if I was attached to a girl.

I said No and gave usual excuse like no time, uni studies more important.

Then he pop the question which totally caught me off guard, "Are you a gay?"

It came as a shock but I did not know where I got the courage, I replied "Yes, Maybe". 

It was my first time coming out to my close friends. 

We chatted for a while and he left.

I never heard from him again...

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

[cutejack]

Passby his house? Contact him n see la. Maybe he is one of us? 

[wayneteo]

He is very straight and I dont think so.

I do feel guilty as perhaps I have not come out to him while we had those jerking fun.

[And then]

5 minutes ago, wayneteo said:

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

 

Why regret? If he is a true friend, he should accept who you are. Honesty and being yourself is almost always the best way.

No need to pretend to be straight just to maintain this (doomed) friendship.

[Tim Lee]

He is indeed not a true friend of yours .

True and sincere friends would accept you just the way you are .

He is certainly not worthy of your friendship.

Forget about him and move on in life . 
There are lots of better friends out there worth seeking for .

Cheers! 

[wilfgene]

What are there to regret about?  It is not like you quarrel.  In case you haven't realized, he is the one who took the initiative to look you up, and suspiciously confront your sexuality.  You somehow neglect that he is more likely to be not straight instead.

How about treating this episode with him as one of your own life experiences and move on.

I realize mine has, strolling through Club Street only last night.

[wayneteo]

I wrote this story because I had a little regret and guilt.

My guilt was that I was not honest with him when I was in my secondary days.

He was really good looking and I really enjoyed seeing his hard on and that bulge in that school uniform.

As I was writing the story, I fondly remember about playing and grabing his bulge.

Anyway, there was also no way I could come out of my closet then.

 

If I had a chance, I just want to apologise.

 

For those who had comforted me, thanks a lot. I felt so much better after writing this story. In a way, I had closed this chapter.

 

 

 

[Expired Btm Uncle]

On 9/12/2020 at 3:21 PM, wayneteo said:

I am new to BW. Read some stories and was inspired to write my own.

My friendship with a straight friend

When I was in Sec 1, I had a friend and we were very close. I almost went to his house every afternoon to do work.

We talked a lot, including sensitive topic about masturbation. We talked about the number of times we jerk a day, our penis size, his gfs etc.

One day, he showed a his dad Jap porn magazines and we saw the magazines together. Occasionally, he will adjust his shorts due to his hard on.

This becomes our rest break activity in between homework.

Another day, my first time watching a Jap porn video. He was aroused by the Jap girl and I without his knowledge was the cute Jap guys.

Halfway through the video, we dared each other to jerk off the other party. He was confident that if I jerk him off, he will not cum. I jo him and he cummed like crazy.

I love to see his 14cm hardon. Jerking session becomes common activity ( at least once a week)

Many horny stories (shared next time)

We were good friends until he went overseas to study. We lost touch then.

 

One day, he came back from overseas. He called me and we met up at my void deck. He asked if I was attached to a girl.

I said No and gave usual excuse like no time, uni studies more important.

Then he pop the question which totally caught me off guard, "Are you a gay?"

It came as a shock but I did not know where I got the courage, I replied "Yes, Maybe". 

It was my first time coming out to my close friends. 

We chatted for a while and he left.

I never heard from him again...

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

Then he doesnt deserve your frdship. There will be better guys out there for you

[KINKYMALAY]

On 9/14/2020 at 12:03 AM, wayneteo said:

I wrote this story because I had a little regret and guilt.

My guilt was that I was not honest with him when I was in my secondary days.

He was really good looking and I really enjoyed seeing his hard on and that bulge in that school uniform.

As I was writing the story, I fondly remember about playing and grabing his bulge.

Anyway, there was also no way I could come out of my closet then.

 

If I had a chance, I just want to apologise.

 

For those who had comforted me, thanks a lot. I felt so much better after writing this story. In a way, I had closed this chapter.

 

 

 

Don’t regret. If he is a true friend, he will accept you as you are. Unless he is keeping a secret himself. Either way, you are not at fault - nothing to regret.

[wayneteo]

Thanks for your comments and assurance that he is not truly a true friend.

As I had written in the previous post, we had many close horny sessions.

I will write one of those encounters today.

 

Since we were very close friends, we nearly spent our school holidays together (Sec sch and JC).

I often stayed over at his place when his parents were overseas. He stayed in a high rise apartment facing the sea, with a great view.

I loved those view and in one of stays, we sat on his study table, open the window (without grills) and admired the view and enjoyed the breeze.

We also drank some beers and chips. This is one of my beautiful memories.

 

After a while, we went onto his bed to sleep. We were half naked. I was admiring his bod and was caught. 

He asked if I was horny. I told him I had not jerked off for a few days. He dared me to do it.

I refused and said I was paiseh and told him I would do tomorrow.

He told me that he would do it with me and took off his shorts. I always enjoyed seeing his bulge and I was hard immediately... we were both 17, horny like crazy all the time.

I started to jerk off with my shorts down and only with my brief. 

He asked for a mutual jerk. I refused..

He then asked me to suck him off. He was persistent and said he wanted to feel what it is like. I refused. I told him I could not do it.

In my heart, I wanted to do it so badly but I dont want him to know I liked guys. I dont want any confrontation later.

He kept asking and in the end, I told him I would jerk him off..

As usual, he was letting of those soft horny moan and that made me so wet in my brief. He cummed like crazy as usual.

He went to clean up and after that he went to bed.

I was left horny and all those actions kept going through my mind. I could not help it and so I jerked and cummed in my brief.

 

The next day, we made breakfast. He did not say anything about the last night encounter. Before I left, we watched his dad porn and we jerk off again

As my brief was dirty, I left without my undi on, only with my shorts. Thankfully, I let off my loads and so no hardons on the bus.

** At the age of 17 till army, having hardons on the bus was quite common for me, especially I see cute guys with bulge. How about u guys?

 

 

[wilfgene]

What are your choices?  Wallowing in memories,  re enact same action with different BODY, self reflect on which part of the activity that night TOUCHED something in you and etc.  

Strolling through Amoy Street last night certainly brought  back lots of memory.

[yuquidam]

On 9/12/2020 at 3:21 PM, wayneteo said:

.....

We chatted for a while and he left.

I never heard from him again...

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

Thanks bro for your sharing. It's just not meant to be so no need to regret ya. If classmate has somehow turned homophobic or is gay, think nothing much could come out of it either way. He seems not keen to continue the frenship. His loss not yours leh. In a sense he has found his pathway, and you have found yours. Yes, you're right in moving on. Treat experience as a sweet memory. If fate has it, you guys can be buddies again when the time comes. 

 

There are some nice people in this forum too whom you can perhaps chat up for frenship. 

Edited December 20, 2020 by yuquidam

[Xoxowolfz]

On 9/19/2020 at 10:55 AM, wayneteo said:

Thanks for your comments and assurance that he is not truly a true friend.

As I had written in the previous post, we had many close horny sessions.

I will write one of those encounters today.

 

Since we were very close friends, we nearly spent our school holidays together (Sec sch and JC).

I often stayed over at his place when his parents were overseas. He stayed in a high rise apartment facing the sea, with a great view.

I loved those view and in one of stays, we sat on his study table, open the window (without grills) and admired the view and enjoyed the breeze.

We also drank some beers and chips. This is one of my beautiful memories.

 

After a while, we went onto his bed to sleep. We were half naked. I was admiring his bod and was caught. 

He asked if I was horny. I told him I had not jerked off for a few days. He dared me to do it.

I refused and said I was paiseh and told him I would do tomorrow.

He told me that he would do it with me and took off his shorts. I always enjoyed seeing his bulge and I was hard immediately... we were both 17, horny like crazy all the time.

I started to jerk off with my shorts down and only with my brief. 

He asked for a mutual jerk. I refused..

He then asked me to suck him off. He was persistent and said he wanted to feel what it is like. I refused. I told him I could not do it.

In my heart, I wanted to do it so badly but I dont want him to know I liked guys. I dont want any confrontation later.

He kept asking and in the end, I told him I would jerk him off..

As usual, he was letting of those soft horny moan and that made me so wet in my brief. He cummed like crazy as usual.

He went to clean up and after that he went to bed.

I was left horny and all those actions kept going through my mind. I could not help it and so I jerked and cummed in my brief.

 

The next day, we made breakfast. He did not say anything about the last night encounter. Before I left, we watched his dad porn and we jerk off again

As my brief was dirty, I left without my undi on, only with my shorts. Thankfully, I let off my loads and so no hardons on the bus.

** At the age of 17 till army, having hardons on the bus was quite common for me, especially I see cute guys with bulge. How about u guys?

 

 

Nice stories, please share more 

[yuquidam]

On 9/19/2020 at 10:55 AM, wayneteo said:

Thanks for your comments and assurance that he is not truly a true friend.

As I had written in the previous post, we had many close horny sessions.

I will write one of those encounters today.

 

Since we were very close friends, we nearly spent our school holidays together (Sec sch and JC).

I often stayed over at his place when his parents were overseas. He stayed in a high rise apartment facing the sea, with a great view.

I loved those view and in one of stays, we sat on his study table, open the window (without grills) and admired the view and enjoyed the breeze.

We also drank some beers and chips. This is one of my beautiful memories.

 

After a while, we went onto his bed to sleep. We were half naked. I was admiring his bod and was caught. 

He asked if I was horny. I told him I had not jerked off for a few days. He dared me to do it.

I refused and said I was paiseh and told him I would do tomorrow.

He told me that he would do it with me and took off his shorts. I always enjoyed seeing his bulge and I was hard immediately... we were both 17, horny like crazy all the time.

I started to jerk off with my shorts down and only with my brief. 

He asked for a mutual jerk. I refused..

He then asked me to suck him off. He was persistent and said he wanted to feel what it is like. I refused. I told him I could not do it.

In my heart, I wanted to do it so badly but I dont want him to know I liked guys. I dont want any confrontation later.

He kept asking and in the end, I told him I would jerk him off..

As usual, he was letting of those soft horny moan and that made me so wet in my brief. He cummed like crazy as usual.

He went to clean up and after that he went to bed.

I was left horny and all those actions kept going through my mind. I could not help it and so I jerked and cummed in my brief.

 

The next day, we made breakfast. He did not say anything about the last night encounter. Before I left, we watched his dad porn and we jerk off again

As my brief was dirty, I left without my undi on, only with my shorts. Thankfully, I let off my loads and so no hardons on the bus.

** At the age of 17 till army, having hardons on the bus was quite common for me, especially I see cute guys with bulge. How about u guys?

 

 

Somehow felt he is at least bi if not gay. Asking for a bj from another guy at 17yo....mmmh? If straight he should be asking a bj from a gal, no?

[Guest]

On 9/12/2020 at 3:21 PM, wayneteo said:

I am new to BW. Read some stories and was inspired to write my own.

My friendship with a straight friend

When I was in Sec 1, I had a friend and we were very close. I almost went to his house every afternoon to do work.

We talked a lot, including sensitive topic about masturbation. We talked about the number of times we jerk a day, our penis size, his gfs etc.

One day, he showed a his dad Jap porn magazines and we saw the magazines together. Occasionally, he will adjust his shorts due to his hard on.

This becomes our rest break activity in between homework.

Another day, my first time watching a Jap porn video. He was aroused by the Jap girl and I without his knowledge was the cute Jap guys.

Halfway through the video, we dared each other to jerk off the other party. He was confident that if I jerk him off, he will not cum. I jo him and he cummed like crazy.

I love to see his 14cm hardon. Jerking session becomes common activity ( at least once a week)

Many horny stories (shared next time)

We were good friends until he went overseas to study. We lost touch then.

 

One day, he came back from overseas. He called me and we met up at my void deck. He asked if I was attached to a girl.

I said No and gave usual excuse like no time, uni studies more important.

Then he pop the question which totally caught me off guard, "Are you a gay?"

It came as a shock but I did not know where I got the courage, I replied "Yes, Maybe". 

It was my first time coming out to my close friends. 

We chatted for a while and he left.

I never heard from him again...

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

thanks for sharing. 
 

actually as many have said correctly, he might have some homosexual thoughts if not inclinations. He was confused whether you were friends who happened to explore sexuality together or you were enjoying bromance.

 

After having those encounters with you, he must have been more exposed to homosexuality and that caused him to reflect on the mutual experiences with you.

 

The fact that he never approached you again could mean that there are things that he might not be able to reconcile within himself.

 

If you still value the friendship and if you still have a chance to catch up with him, go and have a nice catch up with him. Just by being sincere and authentic, you would be able to help him come to terms with anything that is bothering him.

 

 

[yuquidam]

10 minutes ago, Blow away said:

thanks for sharing. 
 

actually as many have said correctly, he might have some homosexual thoughts if not inclinations. He was confused whether you were friends who happened to explore sexuality together or you were enjoying bromance.

 

After having those encounters with you, he must have been more exposed to homosexuality and that caused him to reflect on the mutual experiences with you.

 

The fact that he never approached you again could mean that there are things that he might not be able to reconcile within himself.

 

If you still value the friendship and if you still have a chance to catch up with him, go and have a nice catch up with him. Just by being sincere and authentic, you would be able to help him come to terms with anything that is bothering him.

 

 

Good points there bro!

*Super Like*

 

After reading your views I agree it might be good to chat him up to find out more as fren could be struggling himself. But harbour no expectations. 

Edited December 20, 2020 by yuquidam

[Guest]

On 9/13/2020 at 8:27 AM, Tim Lee said:

He is indeed not a true friend of yours .

True and sincere friends would accept you just the way you are .

He is certainly not worthy of your friendship.

Forget about him and move on in life . 
There are lots of better friends out there worth seeking for .

Cheers! 

I think we are too quick to judge.

 

He could well be truly busy or there is something within himself which he couldn’t accept.

 

Why would anyone bother to ask you if you are gay if it has nothing to do with him? Obviously because they share some homoerotic experiences and anyone in similar situation would wonder if they are gay to engage in those behaviour. Some would brush it off as boys at play while others would actually wonder if they are gay. 
 

In this case the best person to find out is Wayne. No point for us to make any speculation as we did not take part in those activities with them.

[yuquidam]

21 minutes ago, Blow away said:

I think we are too quick to judge.

 

He could well be truly busy or there is something within himself which he couldn’t accept.

 

Why would anyone bother to ask you if you are gay if it has nothing to do with him? Obviously because they share some homoerotic experiences and anyone in similar situation would wonder if they are gay to engage in those behaviour. Some would brush it off as boys at play while others would actually wonder if they are gay. 
 

In this case the best person to find out is Wayne. No point for us to make any speculation as we did not take part in those activities with them.

*LIKE LIKE LIKE* 

(Aredi hit my reaction quota for the day..hiaz LOL)

[wayneteo]

Hi all,

 

Thanks for all your comments and thoughts.

We lost contact and we did not have common friends.

My latest information I had was he was married and had an exciting career.

 

I wrote this story because we were really good friends and had some good times.

I did wonder previously that if I had been straight, we could have still be friends and our families and children would have been close.

That is the wishful thinking on my part.

 

Anyway, one door closes, the other door is open. I met a good friend in NS and he is gay. 

We are not a couple but we are very very good friends and still are on good terms.

He brought me to see many parts of the world and definitely had enriched my life and my perspective.

 

So guys, find a true good pal which compliments and enriches your life.

We do not need to have many friends but a few good ones especially we are the closet ones.

 

"不在乎天唱地久, 只在乎曾经拥有" 

keep the lovely memories and times together even if its for a short while. I had mine and it was at least 4 years.

Good enough!!

[begleitung]

On 9/12/2020 at 3:21 PM, wayneteo said:

I am new to BW. Read some stories and was inspired to write my own.

My friendship with a straight friend

When I was in Sec 1, I had a friend and we were very close. I almost went to his house every afternoon to do work.

We talked a lot, including sensitive topic about masturbation. We talked about the number of times we jerk a day, our penis size, his gfs etc.

One day, he showed a his dad Jap porn magazines and we saw the magazines together. Occasionally, he will adjust his shorts due to his hard on.

This becomes our rest break activity in between homework.

Another day, my first time watching a Jap porn video. He was aroused by the Jap girl and I without his knowledge was the cute Jap guys.

Halfway through the video, we dared each other to jerk off the other party. He was confident that if I jerk him off, he will not cum. I jo him and he cummed like crazy.

I love to see his 14cm hardon. Jerking session becomes common activity ( at least once a week)

Many horny stories (shared next time)

We were good friends until he went overseas to study. We lost touch then.

 

One day, he came back from overseas. He called me and we met up at my void deck. He asked if I was attached to a girl.

I said No and gave usual excuse like no time, uni studies more important.

Then he pop the question which totally caught me off guard, "Are you a gay?"

It came as a shock but I did not know where I got the courage, I replied "Yes, Maybe". 

It was my first time coming out to my close friends. 

We chatted for a while and he left.

I never heard from him again...

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

 

wonder why he suddenly asked

[MarriedBiTop]

On 9/12/2020 at 3:21 PM, wayneteo said:

I am new to BW. Read some stories and was inspired to write my own.

My friendship with a straight friend

When I was in Sec 1, I had a friend and we were very close. I almost went to his house every afternoon to do work.

We talked a lot, including sensitive topic about masturbation. We talked about the number of times we jerk a day, our penis size, his gfs etc.

One day, he showed a his dad Jap porn magazines and we saw the magazines together. Occasionally, he will adjust his shorts due to his hard on.

This becomes our rest break activity in between homework.

Another day, my first time watching a Jap porn video. He was aroused by the Jap girl and I without his knowledge was the cute Jap guys.

Halfway through the video, we dared each other to jerk off the other party. He was confident that if I jerk him off, he will not cum. I jo him and he cummed like crazy.

I love to see his 14cm hardon. Jerking session becomes common activity ( at least once a week)

Many horny stories (shared next time)

We were good friends until he went overseas to study. We lost touch then.

 

One day, he came back from overseas. He called me and we met up at my void deck. He asked if I was attached to a girl.

I said No and gave usual excuse like no time, uni studies more important.

Then he pop the question which totally caught me off guard, "Are you a gay?"

It came as a shock but I did not know where I got the courage, I replied "Yes, Maybe". 

It was my first time coming out to my close friends. 

We chatted for a while and he left.

I never heard from him again...

 

Till today, it was one of my regrets. I could have just brushed it off. I do think about this friendship from time to time, especially when I travel past our ex sec schools, his house.

I decided to write this story today. Perhaps it is my first step to moving on from this regret of my life. 

 

 

A true friend embraces your orientation. 

Not discriminates

 

Hes gone..good ridden