Guest Confused Posted April 18, 2023 Report Share Posted April 18, 2023 So when I was younger, my first exposure to porn is hetero porn. I didn't even know gay porn existed. Loved to see the cock. Fast forward those part where the guy lick the pussy or focus on the pussy etc. But got show the horny masculine man face then I'm okay. But ever since I avoided pussy. Two girls porn yuck totally turn off. Then discovered gay porn. Omg damn hot. Two guys. Two man energy. So fucking macho. So fucking dominant. So lustful. Hetero sex is like one strong energy the other just so weak. But gay Two strong energy... Then recently I discovered ftm porn. Two guys fucking. Male hairy energy. Then when it zoomed in close shot. It's a cock penetrating a pussy. Fuck. I got aroused a little. Thinking how perverted it is. How that guy doesn't have a cock but a pussy. A bussy. So now I'm confused. If I enjoyed it does it mean I'm turning straight? I experimented... I tried to watch those straight porn where the female peg the macho muscle bottom... And I felt like "why this stud submit to such a weak female. She is not even hot. Or strong or dominant." It just feels so wrong. What is wrong with that guy?? I must fuck him to teach him a lesson... I think.. I... Can't stand the female energy... Especially those jap porn where the female moan like a girl, salivating etc, playing the I'm so weak and hopeless while I'm getting fucked by ugly old man with small cock. Yuck. Okay. I think I'm gay. Cause I like man. Manly energy... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Guest Posted April 18, 2023 Report Share Posted April 18, 2023 I identify as 100% gay, but I sometimes indulge in lesbian fantasies. Although when I am about to climax, I need strictly male gay fantasies on my head. I've also ever asked myself if I was turning straight, but I don't think so. Maybe I'm just turned on by same-sex sexual fantasies because they are forbidden? Not sure. Like you, I am also very turned off by the female in straight porn. One time I watched a porn skit that had two guys and one girl. Everytime one of the guys touched the girl's butt, she would scream in excitement. It was a huge source of irritation and turn-off for me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Hahaha Posted April 18, 2023 Report Share Posted April 18, 2023 1 hour ago, Guest Guest said: I identify as 100% gay, but I sometimes indulge in lesbian fantasies. Although when I am about to climax, I need strictly male gay fantasies on my head. I've also ever asked myself if I was turning straight, but I don't think so. Maybe I'm just turned on by same-sex sexual fantasies because they are forbidden? Not sure. Like you, I am also very turned off by the female in straight porn. One time I watched a porn skit that had two guys and one girl. Everytime one of the guys touched the girl's butt, she would scream in excitement. It was a huge source of irritation and turn-off for me. But when macho muscle bottom act like a sissy or girl.. Or when the top fuck the bottom and say thing like "you want to get fucked like a girl, don't you?"... I'm turned on... How ah? But when female act like dom or top or act like manly, I'm like roll my eyes. Girl please.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2023 Report Share Posted April 18, 2023 Just like how some straight guys see trans porn and are entirely turned on by the heavy makeup, vampish hair and high heel shoes until they see the genitals. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Guest Posted April 19, 2023 Report Share Posted April 19, 2023 10 hours ago, Guest guest said: Just like how some straight guys see trans porn and are entirely turned on by the heavy makeup, vampish hair and high heel shoes until they see the genitals. Like how sometimes I see a cute guy or macho handsome guy, and then discover that that 'guy' is either a butch or a girl who transitioned to become a guy. Then I'll lose all interest. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Think Posted April 19, 2023 Report Share Posted April 19, 2023 49 minutes ago, Guest Guest said: Like how sometimes I see a cute guy or macho handsome guy, and then discover that that 'guy' is either a butch or a girl who transitioned to become a guy. Then I'll lose all interest. So your interest is only on that one missing organ? Why don't you just buy a dildo? I saw some ftm like wtf. Go nice beard, nicer body than me. Really can't tell that it's a ftm until you can see the pussy. And I find myself wondering if I ever found myself in such situation. Will I reject him? Because if I do, it's like I just reject any gay because of their cock size... Or how about this. I date a macho muscular gay fit bod. Large cock etc. Then accident. His cock amputated. No more cock. Will I still love the same person and care for him? Or do I just a cock? Sometimes I wonder. And why stop only at cock, should also reject someone by their armpit la or their ass not tight enough la or the skin on their cock not nice la. Or their toe not uniform la. Or their fingers too thin la... Why stop at just one organ - the cock. Likewise why love someone only for their heart. Or their brain. Love is something gays won't understand one. Because gahmen never let us. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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