Do u ever think of committing suicide

[Guest Hate All Argumentativeness]

5 minutes ago, Guest Cleanly Teacher said:

It is a sin to take suicide. Long time ago i had such tendency because i was needing love and attention from my parents.When i got bf, it changed everything. I became religious and always visit temple now. My life has become positive and joyful. If you are thinking about doing it, find someone to talk first.

 

I highly doubt this post is by the "real" Guest Cleanly Teacher, who I have never seen use such incorrect English as "take suicide," whatever that garbled crap means. Nor have I ever see him not skip a space after a period before starting a new sentence or claim to be religious. I really don't understand what benefit people get from impersonating other guests.

 

It's one thing to "steal" a "weak" guest name such as Guest Guest or Guest 123 or Guest ABC. But to "steal" guest names that people clearly put some effort into is some seriously weak sauce. Yeah, they should register, blah blah blah. Nonetheless, the fact that you have to "steal" other people's guest names reflects very poorly on you, especially in this case.

[Steve5380]

7 hours ago, Guest Hate All Argumentativeness said:

 

I highly doubt this post is by the "real" Guest Cleanly Teacher, who I have never seen use such incorrect English as "take suicide," whatever that garbled crap means. Nor have I ever see him not skip a space after a period before starting a new sentence or claim to be religious. I really don't understand what benefit people get from impersonating other guests.

 

It's one thing to "steal" a "weak" guest name such as Guest Guest or Guest 123 or Guest ABC. But to "steal" guest names that people clearly put some effort into is some seriously weak sauce. Yeah, they should register, blah blah blah. Nonetheless, the fact that you have to "steal" other people's guest names reflects very poorly on you, especially in this case.

 

They (and you) should register, blah blah blah  

[Guest Loquacious Larry Laminator]

3 hours ago, Steve5380 said:

They (and you) should register, blah blah blah  

 

Looks like a tacit admission of being the impersonator to me. To quote something I think I saw Guest Cleanly Teacher write before -- get a life.

[Guest Guest]

Who is at highest risk for suicide in the Singapore?

[jzlookin]

feel free to pm me guest depressed. i might have the resources to help you out. 

 

 

[Guest Can]

40 minutes ago, jzlookin said:

feel free to pm me guest depressed. i might have the resources to help you out. 

 

 

Can share here?

[Steve5380]

On 8/25/2019 at 11:10 PM, Guest Loquacious Larry Laminator said:

 

Looks like a tacit admission of being the impersonator to me. To quote something I think I saw Guest Cleanly Teacher write before -- get a life.

 

"Loquacious Larry Laminator"!  (very original), 

 

Of course I quoted "Hate All Argumentativeness"  (these guest names are really getting flamboyant, haha) to hint that HE should register too.

And the same goes for YOU.  Stop fooling around as "guest" and register,  maybe with some hilarious name too?

[Guest Guest]

4 hours ago, Steve5380 said:

 

"Loquacious Larry Laminator"!  (very original), 

 

Of course I quoted "Hate All Argumentativeness"  (these guest names are really getting flamboyant, haha) to hint that HE should register too.

And the same goes for YOU.  Stop fooling around as "guest" and register,  maybe with some hilarious name too?

 

....and here we go again... trolling by an atrocious member.... and on a thread for which the TS started because he is in need of help too. Nothing will ever stop this guy from trying to throw each and every thread into the flaming room, will it? Nothing can possibly outlive his venomous toxicity. No wonder his wife divorced him, his son left him and his boyfriend died young. 

[Guest InBangkok]

Like others, I have very occasionally in my life felt so depressed about a variety of issues that suicide has been a thought. Thankfully it has never progressed beyond that. One point that always seems to follow is this. Unless I have access to a gun (I don't) which makes the act virtually instantaneous , almost every other method involves a lapse of time, however short, between action and final end. It may just be a few seconds if jumping off a building is the chosen method. But what happens if the moment you launch yourself into the air, something suddenly comes into your mind that you had forgotten? Something that is so important you realise that as you fall you have made the wrong choice. And the knowledge that you are no longer in any position to act on that thought. I realise you are not going to have much time left to panic. But how awful to know - too late - that what you are doing was the wrong choice. 

[Guest Human]

23 minutes ago, Guest InBangkok said:

Like others, I have very occasionally in my life felt so depressed about a variety of issues that suicide has been a thought. Thankfully it has never progressed beyond that. One point that always seems to follow is this. Unless I have access to a gun (I don't) which makes the act virtually instantaneous , almost every other method involves a lapse of time, however short, between action and final end. It may just be a few seconds if jumping off a building is the chosen method. But what happens if the moment you launch yourself into the air, something suddenly comes into your mind that you had forgotten? Something that is so important you realise that as you fall you have made the wrong choice. And the knowledge that you are no longer in any position to act on that thought. I realise you are not going to have much time left to panic. But how awful to know - too late - that what you are doing was the wrong choice. 

So insightful. It is always the last minute before the deadline that finally I made up my mind what I wanted to do or to buy. Maybe we can have a death simulation. Like a VR jumping from building. Maybe we can be awaken from that experience. But human is ungrateful n forgetful beings. We may be soon forgot abt it and start to depress again.

[Steve5380]

Today I read an article that again made me think seriously about suicide.

 

"103-year-old and 100-year-old celebrate their love in sweet wedding reception",   in

 

https://abcnews.go.com/GMA/Family/103-year-100-year-celebrate-love-sweet-wedding/story?id=65247718

 

 

Here in their picture their faces are wrinkled, but they smile and give an aura of authentic happiness.

 

As human beings like us, they have the same shitty curse of living with an imperfect body in an imperfect world,  where Darwin declared "survival of the fittest", only to go back to being nothing when it ends.   These seniors have lost most of their fitness.  But they managed to counter that and the shitty curse of life with the cultivation of THE FEELING OF HAPPINESS.

 

We know that feelings don't necessarily reflect reality.  Hundreds of millions of people with religious feelings find solace in their beliefs in religious dogmas, regardless of the dogmas being true or false.  In the same way, we can draw out the feeling of happiness, imagining being totally healthy, rich, powerful, loved. even if we have to lie to ourselves.  Autosuggestion is a powerful tool.  By repeatedly conjuring happiness, practice makes perfect,  and we may start to subconsciously feel happy without having to lie to ourselves.   We may be rejected, lose money, lose strength, become incapacitated,  but with the attitude of "that's life" we don't need to give up on happiness.

 

What a great example these two centenarians romantically involved and enjoying life,  maybe half a century after they could have committed suicide!... but didn't 

.

Edited August 29, 2019 by Steve5380

[WheelofTime]

On 8/24/2019 at 9:09 PM, Guest Guest said:

Actually, the best way to get rid of suicidal thoughts is to take a nice long holiday. And then think of what is the most toxic things that is making you feeling so bad about yourself, and move away from them, even if that will mean for you to become financially independent more quickly.

 

Trust me: You will feel better. 

 

https://headsupguys.org/five-steps-overcoming-suicidal-thoughts/ 

 

 

It depends...sometimes the solitude could lead you to loneliness and unhealthy thoughts. Sometimes it’s good to have a close Friend/ partner with you on your long holiday. 

 

Is Taiwan a good getaway in this scenario?

[Guest George]

Is suicide related to impulsiveness?

[Guest monster]

Survival of the fittest. By committing suicide, you are telling everyone that you have decided to weed yourself out by natural selection. The choice is up to you.

[Guest huh]

13 hours ago, Guest monster said:

Survival of the fittest. By committing suicide, you are telling everyone that you have decided to weed yourself out by natural selection. The choice is up to you.

 

and how is this makes people feel better?

[Guest huh]

i know a psychologist, if anyone really is contemplating suicide and wants to talk to somebody, use ur real account to reply and i will dm you okay.

[Guest Chee]

What biological factors increase risk for suicide?

[Steve5380]

5 hours ago, Guest Chee said:

What biological factors increase risk for suicide?

 

This is something to ask Guest huh,  who knows a psychologist.

[Guest 小红豆]

On 8/31/2019 at 1:00 AM, Guest George said:

Is suicide related to impulsiveness?

Yes!! largely so.  Otherwise, it is due to mental disorder, mentally challenged individual,  infant ignorance, hopelessness to cope with incurable sickness,  feeling the pain of other people sufferings,  out of fear (when caught red handed of serious crimes),   worry about death (ironically).  too emotionally attached to what other people think of you,  self-shaming for not being successful,  unable to cope with work stress and last but not least, which sounds rather stupid - is that you care too much about what other people think more than what you think of yourself  (then by all mean go choke yourself with shit and the world will not stop revovlving without your existence) and you think you are still great, indispensible and important?  Wake up bitch!!

 

 

[Steve5380]

On 9/4/2019 at 3:06 AM, Guest 小红豆 said:

Yes!! largely so.  Otherwise, it is due to mental disorder, mentally challenged individual,  infant ignorance, hopelessness to cope with incurable sickness,  feeling the pain of other people sufferings,  out of fear (when caught red handed of serious crimes),   worry about death (ironically).  too emotionally attached to what other people think of you,  self-shaming for not being successful,  unable to cope with work stress and last but not least, which sounds rather stupid - is that you care too much about what other people think more than what you think of yourself  (then by all mean go choke yourself with shit and the world will not stop revovlving without your existence) and you think you are still great, indispensible and important?  Wake up bitch!!

 

 

It is not EXACTLY what psychologists would say to the suicidal, but...  it may be effective!  

[FattChoy]

On 8/31/2019 at 1:00 AM, Guest George said:

Is suicide related to impulsiveness?

 

From Anthony Bourdain's Wikipedia:

 

In early June 2018, Bourdain was working on an episode of Parts Unknown in Strasbourg.^[112][113] On June 8, he was found dead of an apparent suicide by hanging in his room at Le Chambard hotel in Kaysersberg, near Colmar.^[114][115] He was 17 days short of his 62nd birthday. Bourdain was traveling with his friend Éric Ripert, who became worried when Bourdain missed dinner and breakfast. Christian de Rocquigny du Fayel, the public prosecutor for Colmar, said that Bourdain's body bore no signs of violence, that toxicologytests would determine whether drugs or medications were involved,^[116][117] and that the suicide appeared to be an "impulsive act".^[79] Christian de Rocquigny later disclosed that Bourdain's toxicology results were negative for narcotics, showing only a trace of a therapeutic nonnarcotic medication.^[118]

 

Edited September 6, 2019 by FattChoy

[lonely57]

yes. yes i do. but i think about how my parents would feel. so i feel sadder. sad that i cant escape. so i just wait for something to happen. 

 

[feedersmiracle]

On 8/25/2019 at 10:36 PM, fab said:

 

What makes say this?

A lot of statistics read that men have higher suicide rates than women but it's not something that helps discussion, it's just a fact.

 

1 hour ago, lonely57 said:

yes. yes i do. but i think about how my parents would feel. so i feel sadder. sad that i cant escape. so i just wait for something to happen. 

 

 

Is there nothing that you can do to create things you can look forward to, like that nice bowl of tauhuay at clementi market.

[lonely57]

1 hour ago, feedersmiracle said:

Is there nothing that you can do to create things you can look forward to, like that nice bowl of tauhuay at clementi market.

i do... i look to eating nasi lemak every saturday morning.. then feel guilty af after that because theres no place for fatties in the gay world. and after that the weekend just passes by so fast then i start the cycle again. 

[feedersmiracle]

50 minutes ago, lonely57 said:

i do... i look to eating nasi lemak every saturday morning.. then feel guilty af after that because theres no place for fatties in the gay world. and after that the weekend just passes by so fast then i start the cycle again. 

If you love yourself enough you'd have your own place. In your heart. I'm not exactly lean muscular toned w/e but I'm also too skinny and weak. My partner isn't exactly a killer machine either. I use to complain about his body but I realised that I'm just being stupid and I should stop doing that when there's clearly other things that can be appreciated.

[Steve5380]

15 hours ago, lonely57 said:

yes. yes i do. but i think about how my parents would feel. so i feel sadder. sad that i cant escape. so i just wait for something to happen. 

 

 

There is no need to live like this "squidward".  Look earlier in this thread this video "how to practice emotional first aid", and many other positive ideas here, and as long as there is some good will it is possible to avoid living like that. 

[Guest Woman]

14 hours ago, feedersmiracle said:

A lot of statistics read that men have higher suicide rates than women but it's not something that helps discussion, it's just a fact.

 

 

Is there nothing that you can do to create things you can look forward to, like that nice bowl of tauhuay at clementi market.

Because woman can play the victim n get us to run around for them if not will blame everything on guys. But we guys only have ourselves because we are guys n we r supposed to be tough n do everything for girls if not we will be despised off. 

[Guest InBangkok]

On 9/6/2019 at 11:52 AM, FattChoy said:

From Anthony Bourdain's Wikipedia:

 

In early June 2018, Bourdain was working on an episode of Parts Unknown in Strasbourg.^[112][113] On June 8, he was found dead of an apparent suicide by hanging in his room at Le Chambard hotel in Kaysersberg, near Colmar.^[114][115] He was 17 days short of his 62nd birthday.

 

The phsychology journals seem to indicate that Bourdain's suicide was at least in part due to impulsiveness. But there was probably a deeply felt underlying reason. This from https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/addiction-in-society/201810/what-killed-anthony-bourdain

 

Quote

 

He had been involved with Asia Argento since early 2017. “His love for her was evident among the people who worked with him. ‘He would rave about Rome, where his girlfriend lived,' Bourdain’s longtime photographer David Holloway told People. 'He would say it’s an amazing city to fall in love in.'" Bourdain himself admitted he was lighter around Argento. "Oh, yeah. I’m happier for sure," he said.

 

However, their relationship also caused some concern among Bourdain’s friends. "Like a teenage boy, [he was] just absolutely lovestruck. He would have done anything for her." That was a little red flag for some of his friends. Their love flourished. 

 

Except, according to TMZ, writing after his death, “Anthony Bourdain and Asia Argento seemed as tight as ever just last week... but it appears something changed within the last few days. Just a few weeks ago, they were together in Florence, Italy... and still looking very happy and romantic.” But while Bourdain was shooting in France, “Asia was back in Rome, strolling around with a French reporter... There were photos of them holding hands and hugging.”

 

The URL for that piece in the usually reliable TMZ was “Anthony Bourdain-Asia Argento relationship split close.”

Of course, some people argue that Bourdain was simply depressed and should have sought medical treatment (as though he never had). Was it just a coincidence that, at age 61, he was “in love” when he killed himself?

 

Combine that with his depression, loneliness, heartbreak, and the humiliation of this tough man wearing his heart on his sleeve for all the world to see how giddy he was to be with this woman, and I can see it is one thing more than he could bear at that moment for this impulsive act. 

 

The whole idea of love addiction strikes people as amusing—as in, “Yeah, and I’m addicted to jogging, sex, coffee”—or some equally implausible (in their minds) object of addiction. Except, withdrawal from love is the only addiction that causes people to kill themselves.

 

 

[FattChoy]

2 hours ago, Guest InBangkok said:

 

 

Sorry I didnt read all that.  I just read that she was in trouble for sleeping with the underaged actor, and perhaps she got  AB to pay the young man some money to go away.  Anyway, rumours aside, I think having an idiot for a spouse can be depressing and AB, having tasted so many highs in his life, probably felt like shit about her scandal and wanted out permanently. 

[Guest KLIA]

What biological factors increase risk for suicide?

[feedersmiracle]

3 hours ago, Guest KLIA said:

What biological factors increase risk for suicide?

 

Maybe if family history of depression genes? 

 

Saturday morning brain has stopped working.

[Guest Guest]

6 hours ago, Guest KLIA said:

What biological factors increase risk for suicide?

 

Hmmmm.... Toxic family members? 

[feedersmiracle]

28 minutes ago, Guest Guest said:

 

Hmmmm.... Toxic family members? 

 

Lol family members is still considered environmental factors. Biological refers to factors contributed by your own body. Mental conditions and physical conditions that contribute to mental well-being / instability are the only factors.

 

You could say that environmental impacts have effects on your mental condition and thus contribute to your biological state so I guess that's a good argument.

Edited September 14, 2019 by feedersmiracle
2nd thought

[InBangkok]

On 8/22/2019 at 3:04 AM, Guest Fit Uncle said:

I have to confess that I don't understand why people can have suicidal thoughts.

 

As others have been writing, there can be many reasons. My view is that a person becomes so consumed by one event or chain of events that they seem totally boxed in. And it's a box from which they believe there is no other way they can escape from it.

 

I am much nearer the end of life than the start. Friends always tell me I have a great career and have had the extraordinary luxury of regularly seeing far more of the world than most people will have the chance of visiting. I have also thoroughly enjoyed all the jobs that I have done. All that is true. Yet that does not mean I have escaped from occasional depression - or even on a couple of occasions deep depression.

 

The first was in my late 20s. Great job which I loved. Great colleagues whom I mostly loved working with. But I was concerned that efforts to develop a relationship never worked out. It seemed I was always attracted to guys who were not gay. This began to eat away at my mind. One evening I invited two couples over for dinner. We had the most wonderful evening, full of laughter, gossip and camaraderie. Then when they left, I felt this extraordinary feeling of emptiness. Why were those two couples so happy and loving, yet I was alone? I knew I had drunk a little too much wine, but I started to clean up the table and wash up. The emptiness got worse. I sat down and had a small whisky. I felt myself in that box. Since I was often working 10 - 12 hour days. I had sometimes had difficulty sleeping and a doctor had prescribed some sleeping pills. As I drank that whisky everything suddenly seemed clear. Just take the pills and end everything. So I poured a large glass of whisky and got the pills. I wrote a short note to tell everyone how sorry I was at the hurt I was causing them.

 

Then I tried to swallow 50 pills. These were quite large pills and after about 15 I found swelling more difficult. So I put another 15 into a glass, filled it with warm water and tried to create a liquid. Instead it was a mush. That proved equally difficult to swallow. and I had to give up. I assumed I had swallowed enough to do the deed, went to the bedroom, stripped off and got under the covers for what i believed would be my last waking moments.

 

12 hours later, I gradually gained consciousness. My first thought was: this is not supposed to happen. I should be dead. I had not realised the pills I had swallowed were merely mild tranquillisers, not the barbiturate sleeping pills that would have killed me. The next three days I was understandably half asleep the whole time. But I had come to my senses. I was out of the box. I could not understand why I had done what I had done. There now seemed so many other options. What worried me most was that i might try suicide again without really thinking through all the options. So I made an appointment to see a psychiatrist. 

 

Over six sessions we went trough my relations with my family, my personal history, my job, my being gay . . . and so on. Over those six hours he gently made me realise that what I had done was an extreme act of selfishness. I wished I had seen him a year or two earlier. I resolved suicide would never again be an option.

 

Only once did I waver. I had moved to Hong Kong, again with a good job, a nice apartment near the top of a multi-story block and a fabulous view across to the islands to the west of Hong Kong, and was basically happy. Then in very quick succession I encountered a series of events which brought a major depression back. I remember one Sunday morning getting up, opening the bedroom curtains and seeing that wonderful view. I also saw the long drop to the road below. Thoughts of just opening the window, squeezing out and ending everything did cross my mind. Something, though - some trigger - clicked in my brain. That's not the way out. The trigger told me I could fight my way through the problems which had built up. 

 

This time there was no need for a psychiatrist. I fought the problems and I won most of them. Since then, never has suicide ever crossed my mind. And as I look back on the life I have lived so so far, I have loved almost all of it and remain far more grateful than I can ever say that my one act of supreme selfishness did not succeed.  

[bear67532]

Please talk to someone. 

[TT2880]

Hello. 

No one here wld know or understand what you are going through now since we do not know what happened. I believe people in this state of mind is going through a narrow and suffocating tunnel. It gets narrower as one sink deeper into it. The road ahead looks bleak and lifeless. And the worst is that you feel you are alone in this. But, You can see from here the many comments and words of encouragements, the fact is you are not alone. "Depression" and "suicide" are friends not uniquely yours. Many friends of bw have shared their past experience with these friends. They managed to keep safe till now. Some still struggling though, but they aren't giving up and keep trying so as not to be deluded by Depression and succumbed to the temptation made by Suicide. 

When your thoughts is so flooded with these two friends. Sit quietly, breath gently, and count slowly 1...2...3... to 10. 

Gradually look deep into your mind. See who else are supporting these two friends that have subconsciously controlled your mind. You might see Anger, Guilt, Shame, Ego, Hate, Greed, Jealousy, Fear, and others. Identify them. Bring them forward and stare right into them. See how they have made you what you are now. Instead of allowing them to control you, what can you do to free yourself from their manipulation. Find a life-line.  

 

Stay safe. 

May All be Well Happy Peaceful. 

 

 

 

[Guest The Dark Lord]

10 hours ago, InBangkok said:

 

This time there was no need for a psychiatrist. I fought the problems and I won most of them. Since then, never has suicide ever crossed my mind. And as I look back on the life I have lived so so far, I have loved almost all of it and remain far more grateful than I can ever say that my one act of supreme selfishness did not succeed.  

You were possessed.  Wanted to die for no reason.

 

 

[InBangkok]

4 minutes ago, Guest The Dark Lord said:

You were possessed.  Wanted to die for no reason.

 

You have not got the faintest idea. Best not to comment therefore.

 

[wilfgene]

7 hours ago, bear67532 said:

Please talk to someone. 

And get extort.

1 hour ago, InBangkok said:

 

You have not got the faintest idea. Best not to comment therefore.

 

'When you are bornt a Cockney, there is no way to go but up.'

- Michael Caine

[Guest Old uncle]

On 9/6/2019 at 6:57 PM, lonely57 said:

yes. yes i do. but i think about how my parents would feel. so i feel sadder. sad that i cant escape. so i just wait for something to happen. 

 

There's so much beauty in this world of only you'll look beyond your own nose.

E.g.

A company client was hosting a dinner party at a fancy garden restaurant.

They're all drinking and enjoying the good foods but I stepped out for a moment, "aaaargh, fresh air .." as I stretched and felt the delicious shiok coursing through my body.

Then I noticed a beautiful flower with unusual color and picked it, stick it into my front shirt button.

I missed some expensive dishes but who cares. I've eaten that before.

Little happiness are there if you'll only look. Healthy old man can stretch and feel good is already better than most. Most of them are free anyway.

[Steve5380]

7 hours ago, Guest Old uncle said:

There's so much beauty in this world of only you'll look beyond your own nose.

----

Little happiness are there if you'll only look. Healthy old man can stretch and feel good is already better than most. Most of them are free anyway.

 

Healthy...  this is the crux of the matter.   If there is health, no thoughts of suicide should be supported.   Of course it takes some experience to realize this.

 

And the older and experienced we are, the easier it is to cultivate happiness like a mental exercise even in the midst of misfortune.

Hopefully @lonely57 will see it this way one day.   It is a reason so many seniors are happy to be old.

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[upshot]

On 8/25/2019 at 10:36 PM, fab said:

 

What makes say this?

 

Statistically true in almost all parts of the world. Females less incline for one. For another, use as a veiled threat especially towards man they are involved with. There are much studies out there. And you will find out why more males meant it and do it successfully then females.

 

Life is precious if not to you, then someone. We only live once. Exhaust all avenues before considering this ultimate one. There is no coming back. No fairy tales over the rainbow awaits.

Edited September 10, 2020 by upshot

[InBangkok]

2 hours ago, upshot said:

Life is precious if not to you, then someone. We only live once. Exhaust all avenues before considering this ultimate one. There is no coming back. No fairy tales over the rainbow awaits.

 

I take your point but honestly do not think suicide is ever a case of fairy tales over the rainbow, the grass is greener, etc. It is surely much more that for most considering suicide one's present existence appears so bleak, black and with no escape that to go on seems more difficult than to die. There is little consequence of what happens following death. It is just a way out. I am sure there is a variety of symptoms. Talking and seeking help is vital.

[upshot]

14 minutes ago, InBangkok said:

 

I take your point but honestly do not think suicide is ever a case of fairy tales over the rainbow, the grass is greener, etc. It is surely much more that for most considering suicide one's present existence appears so bleak, black and with no escape that to go on seems more difficult than to die. There is little consequence of what happens following death. It is just a way out. I am sure there is a variety of symptoms. Talking and seeking help is vital.

 

Sorry maybe I should be more direct to say... there is no heaven awaiting to give you an alternative life that is better than this physical one. I know of cases where they took the easy way out because this belief in the after life. When you are so sold into that argument, it is an easy-out to decide to do it. It is just as scary. It's not the only reason for sure why people resort to this fatal act.

 

Will we get to know when someone is having suicidal tendency? Not all the time. How many would tell all and then do it. How do you reach some of these people? To be able to understand and sympathies is all good intention and I agree with you, but we need to address preventative avenues to help those we don't see taking that ultimate solution. Most religious do not condone suicide but it has not stopped it.

Edited September 10, 2020 by upshot

[Guest Really]

Human has so much fun.  Sex, is one of them and very satisfying.  Why end it?  I don't understand.

[Zealouslogue]

Yes. A lot, actually, lol. 

[yuquidam]

57 minutes ago, Zealouslogue said:

Yes. A lot, actually, lol. 

 Bro, can you share the reasons ?

[fab]

I feel very tired physically and stress mentally over work I don't enjoy.

[Guest SuicidalTwat]

No.

Why? It comes from experience and pain so raw that even till today, just thinking about it hurts.

Family was highly dysfunctional. A good for nothing dad, lazy and greedy bastard for a father, a emotionally manipulative and victim-playing mother, a elitist and pedophile older sibling, a materialistic self-absorbed and self-centered younger sibling and a good-for-nothing live-in spinster aunt who leeches off at every opportunity.

The mother loves to threaten the family with suicides over the smallest things. Incidents like these, which were plenty, would cause everyone to scramble every time when she suddenly goes "missing", or when she takes a knife and wave it around her wrist or neck, or stand by the window with one leg on the chair. Over the years, I've already lost count how many times she has pulled such stunts, never once was she ever in real danger. She is a class act, an attention seeking whore that doesn't deserve any sympathy. The amount of emotional strain and turmoil which has been inflicted towards me has actually helped me see.

Suicide is not the answer, nor is it a a tool to threaten those close to you.