Each CNY makes me feel how times fly. Some of my older cousins are either showing sign of dementia, talking about medical check up and results, aching on the backs/necks etc. Once I was a kid, envied my older cousin as she stayed in this big bungalow. Now all these have no meaning to her because she lost her apetite and just hope to get back to normal. When she and her husband were rich and famous (a popular place for family to go and play), they had visitors so many during CNY that they need to set up a big tent at the garden. Now it is just quiet. As we age, I just pray that we still have friends from all walks of life and all ages. We shouldn't just stick to one group of friends or being selective. To many youg gay friends, yes, born in this new century to be able to freely express yourself is great. Saw many friend seeking ad asking " you must be handsome or fit or ..." Will the physique going to last? Will your physique going to maintain relationship until...? And I also hope that for those of us who may be successful and rich at older age, we don't have to use $ to buy love. Just some thoughts after this CNY visitation to my relatives.