Weird coincidence that a post I made last year is suddenly referenced when Im having a moment of reflection. Last week, for the first time I came closest to another person. My hands around his waist while he slowly pulled me closer in a half embrace. I could feel his breath on my face, ears and our lips briefly touched but we didnt kiss. It was the moment of soft intimacy that I have not had for a very long time and which I enjoyed. But only for that brief moment. Thots of sex spiralled in my head but it was not something that I desired. It seems being physical with another guy is still not for me yet. It actually felt weird. Perhaps its been a long time. Oh well.
