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guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

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Tell yourself, it was not you but your dick head without brains that took control of your actions that you had webcam.

 

Just a cam JO with a stranger and you want to kill yourself, if you later found out that your JO video had been captured and uploaded to some porn site, does it mean you will die immediately? 

 

Never read the warning right? Warning : Don't Chat Naked, you might be filmed“
 

Let it be a lesson to you. If your heart is not strong enough or you are not mentally strong enough, Don't Kay Kiang and do stupid things and later regret.

 

 

 

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

I did it all the time, (*)without showing my face(*).  What is so dirty about it?  The other party also showed me his cum-filled cock.   It was a mutual ,regular cam affair to pass our mundane days.  If you felt suicidal over such simple matter, how are you going to enjoy life as a gay going forward?

 

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

If Cecilia Cheung and the plethora of celebrities who've had their dirty bits splotched across the world wide web for everyone to see and still survive it, makes it absolutely senseless for you, a next to unknown person to the world, to want to kill yourself over this one silly exposé. 

Think about it. Do people really care to remember about all these? Given time, it's all forgotten, regardless how influential you are a person. Even if it's brought up later...it's all passé, yes, even sensational news has it's expiration dates.

So, stop worrying over spilt milk and splitting hairs over what cannot be undone. Allow yourself that one moment of folly and if it doesn't blow up, just don't do it again if you worry about it so much. And even if it does, no one cares to remember, at most, it's just pantry gossip for the first few couple of months. 

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

You young boi boi is it? 

 

Sex is normal. We are meant to cum. God created us for that function. He also created us to lose interest after cum. Otherwise people will be having sex non stop. 

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On 10/19/2021 at 5:04 PM, Guest Hot said:

He also created us to lose interest after cum.

There are people who cum all day, everyday.  Is there an explanation for this phenomena?

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On 10/19/2021 at 5:04 PM, practease said:

 

If Cecilia Cheung and the plethora of celebrities who've had their dirty bits splotched across the world wide web for everyone to see and still survive ..

Like the Malaysian infamous Alvin & Vivian playing rape scene that shocked the entire Asia?  Their sex videos were deliberately made for public consumption and .....when the cum turns dry....life goes on.  Vivian will eventually find her husband who loves her and Alvin will also prosper in his career.  One thing is certain, they have left behind life long legacy for all horny viewers, both pretentious men and women, in their own disquiet dark closet.

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

You may have your personal reason to feel 'dirty' from the act.  For whatever it is, do not get consumed with your guilt and don't let it cripple your mindset.  Jerking off is absolutely normal and 'webcam jo' is just one of the many alternatives.

 

 

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

Please learn to accept different features of sexuality!

 

I think you have the issue to regard sex as something dirty and sleazy. 

 

You should come to terms that sex is something natural and normal. 

 

There is no issue with what you did. 

 

As long as you regard sex, masturbation etc as something "dirty", you will never manage to enjoy any sexual activity. 

 

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

Most importantly did you show your face? If no, then no need to feel depress and dirty.

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First of all, what you did is nothing to be ashamed of. You showed someone a part of you that is natural. It is normal to have an erection and cum. Granted you did it with a stranger via a web cam. The feelings you have about being "so dirty" are projected on to you by either religious organizations or some moral authority. There is absolutely dirty about what you did. I assumed you enjoyed the session with the guy via the camera, and you felt pleasure when you came. So there is nothing dirty or shameful about it. 

 

Stop letting those inner voices telling you that what you did was shameful and dirty. It is not. At this moment, lots of people are having sex right now. 

 

The only concern I have is that how old are you? Please make sure you are of legal age if you want to engage in such activities.  

Love. 

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On 10/18/2021 at 5:47 AM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

Suicidal?  Adolph Hitler did not feel suicidal after starting World War II and after killing millions of innocents in his gas chambers.   He only committed suicide when the Allies closed in on him and he knew that they would cut him into pieces for what he had done.  

 

But of course, we don't know if Hitler would have felt suicidal if he had jo on webcam with another guy...  But this is doubtful.

 

Look around the world.  You are among the small minority that have everything.  You have a healthy body, you have a roof over you head, you have food to eat.  How many millions of youngsters suffer of malnutrition, are dirty like some animals, have little hope to ever have a decent life.  And then compare them with your situation of having jo on webcam with another guy. No consequence of this could match the disgrace of millions, and these millions are not suicidal.

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Victims of sexual assaults often feel dirty.  But that's because they've been forced into performing sexual activities against their will, and the physical act created a strong psychological impact, so there's many literally keep washing and cleaning themselves.

 

While you did what you did willingly, I don't think it's right for anyone to discount or dismiss how you feel about it afterwards.  Calling out for help should never be construed as a sign of weakness.

 

That said, rather than dwelling on on what's been done, spend some time to process exactly which part of it is really bothering you.  There could be many.  Is it the act itself, which may or may not go against your belief/value system?  Or the fact that you did it in front of a guy?   Or the fear that it might be recorded?  Or what? Breaking the problem down a bit can then help with analyzing the situation better and from there find a more appropriate response.  

 

For now, just remember that all's not lost, so don't loose yourself. :)

 

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

aiya, i daily kena filmed by chee kor beh old man....take Lar Sarp photo and video of me .... i also never cry father cry mother. be strong lah.  take more sluttier pic and videos, you will feel that these currents ones are ok 

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We understand that It's easy to get carried away when you're into the process.

 

Been there and done worst. Now no more regrets when realised nobody cares, nobody else knows.

 

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On 10/18/2021 at 12:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

It is normal and it is called masturbation guilt.

Here a letter sender asked for advice and got an answer.

https://www.firstpost.com/living/feeling-guilty-masturbation-dont-fret-just-1664381.html

 

Read this article, this will help you understand how you feel.

https://www.refinery29.com/en-au/shame-associated-with-masturbation

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

Show us the video and we will advice accordingly 

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On 10/20/2021 at 6:49 AM, Guest Fatty said:

Show us the video and we will advice accordingly 

someone's contemplating suicide over something they did and you're here asking to watch the video? sorry but what the actual fuck.

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

You are not alone, a lot of people are doing it everyday. I did it before too when I was younger becos cam sex is fun, cleaner and keep you safe from std.

 

Don't feel dirty about sex also. Just like why we have to eat, shit and sleep is all nature call and sex is one of them and is perfectly normal. 

 

Go have a walk in the forest or visit places with lots of water can help you feel better and ease that unset feeling in your chest.

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On 10/18/2021 at 6:47 PM, Guest boiboi said:

guys... i need help here... im really depressed right now. i dont know why. i found someone on a dating app and we jo on webcam together... it's my first time doing it.. after the whole thing ended... i felt really dirty and couldn't believe that i showed my erect dick and cummed in front of another guy. im really depressed and close to suicidal. can anyone help me i dk what's happening. why am i feeling so dirty...

 

Did u show the face?

 

If yes be prepared for it to be circulated infinitely

 

Otherwise, no need to feel dirty as you have and do what all other guys can do.

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