I’m not gay, but + Lol shit. I just realised, I'm not actually gay..(compiled)

[fab]

1 hour ago, Guest falang said:

It's already a " tower", how to cover with another tower?

 

Are you falang or Thai?

 

A big towel?

 

What has it got to do nationality?

[LeanMature]

16 hours ago, Think Of Others said:

Statement 1

If you have sex with men, then you are gay.

 

Statement 2

If you are gay, then you have sex with men.

 

Statement 3

If you don't have sex with men, then you are not gay.

 

Statement 4

If you are not gay, then you don't have sex with men.

 

Any statement is always true? Hahaha

 

Statement 1 & 4 - Not true. Some are MB. 

Statement 2 & 3 - There are some choosy ones who prefer to jerk off than have sex with men

[Pureordinary]

The line between lust and love/emotions have been blurred.

 

a lot of sexual activities here are done/conditioned by lust. And end up that is used to define sexuality. Is that the true encompassing meaning of sexuality?

[Guest Try and see]

The whole "I'm not gay" motif reminds me of this hilarious MTV I once saw where the protagonist is obviously gay but keeps on giving excuses for his gay traits. 

 

 

[gucici]

On 11/12/2019 at 10:02 AM, fab said:

 

Do u mean men give better hj than women?

Ok. Confirmed that the masseur is gay

[completelyused2]

interesting haha

Edited September 29, 2020 by completelyused2

[Think Of Others]

Congratulations to you! Nice confession! 

 

You can now close the BW account and steer clear from this platform.

 

If not, the posts on this platform may corrupt your mind and make you like guys later on.

[Kimochi]

36 minutes ago, completelyused2 said:

Ok, so this is damn confusing but I just figured out something. Like finally.

 

To clarify first: I am very inexperienced in discovering the 'homosexual part of me'. I know that I have always liked cute guys. And I like to edge to gay porn (without cumming) and do get turned on by hot guys when I bump into them. But all my life, I have been mainly attracted to girls. Nothing confusing...I guess I am at least bisexual, equally attracted to both right? I've had sex with girls before, but have yet to try it with guys. No plans to do the latter, yet (er...let's just say, there are a lot of factors and it can get quite complex, e.g. bump into straight friends, not ready yet...etc...I think you get it).

 

So I thought of a way to test myself. If I am truly bisexual, then I should be cumming and enjoying orgasms to both type of porn. Instead of edging to gay porn like I always do, I decided to go all out and test my orgasm to hardcore gay porn.

 

Here goes. 

 

I was rock hard. Stroking myself to real hardcore stuff. This felt good...like how a gay man should feel watching gay porn right?

 

Oh here comes the scene. 2 guys fking the shit of a twink. One stuffed his mouth, the other, drilling real hard at his ass.

 

I grabbed my tissues. I felt ready....this was the bit...here it comes!!

 

...

 

It didn't feel pleasurable at all.

 

As in...

 

I was rock hard, I felt pleasure stroking myself to gay porn, but....when the climax came...

 

Nothing. 

 

Absolutely no pleasure whatsoever. 

 

I cummed a lot, but not a single sensation of pleasure. Think of it like taking a big, big gulp of ice Coca Cola after your 2.4km run under the noon sun. You can 'feel' the icy shiokness, but you have lost your taste buds. No taste whatsoever. Even plain ice water tasted better. In other words, I climaxed, I cummed, I huffed and puffed, but I couldn't feel the pleasure of the orgasm.

 

And I was able to feel all of that pleasure, had it been 2 or 3 guys fking the shit of a girl.

 

 

 

....thanks for reading my ridiculous revelation. This may all seem rather stupid/lame to you, but in my mind, I realised that while I get turned on gay cocks and etc, I am not 'attracted' to guys in the real sense, because my sexual attraction to them isn't real.

 

I'm hoping this leaves me less confused than I used to be...

You only haven't stimulated your g spot and senses. There are many types of porn besides twinks . Uniform?  BDSM ? Straight bait? Animal sex? Master? Slave?  Being dominated?  Kinky underwear and g strings? Being restrained? Sucking? Facial? Fist?  CBT ? Edging? Group? Wrestling? Wolves? Bears? Dominating? Superhero? Zentai ?

 

Also there's this Kinsey scale to check your sexuality side. 

 

https://www.idrlabs.com/sexual-orientation/test.php

[Garyl]

Me 2. I juat like to fxx guy.😋

[Guest Guest]

Ummmm... if the sex is not the reason why you are gay, you might really be much more gay than you think, at a much deeper level. 

[fab]

2 hours ago, completelyused2 said:

Ok, so this is damn confusing but I just figured out something. Like finally.

 

To clarify first: I am very inexperienced in discovering the 'homosexual part of me'. I know that I have always liked cute guys. And I like to edge to gay porn (without cumming) and do get turned on by hot guys when I bump into them. But all my life, I have been mainly attracted to girls. Nothing confusing...I guess I am at least bisexual, equally attracted to both right? I've had sex with girls before, but have yet to try it with guys. No plans to do the latter, yet (er...let's just say, there are a lot of factors and it can get quite complex, e.g. bump into straight friends, not ready yet...etc...I think you get it).

 

So I thought of a way to test myself. If I am truly bisexual, then I should be cumming and enjoying orgasms to both type of porn. Instead of edging to gay porn like I always do, I decided to go all out and test my orgasm to hardcore gay porn.

 

Here goes. 

 

I was rock hard. Stroking myself to real hardcore stuff. This felt good...like how a gay man should feel watching gay porn right?

 

Oh here comes the scene. 2 guys fking the shit of a twink. One stuffed his mouth, the other, drilling real hard at his ass.

 

I grabbed my tissues. I felt ready....this was the bit...here it comes!!

 

...

 

It didn't feel pleasurable at all.

 

As in...

 

I was rock hard, I felt pleasure stroking myself to gay porn, but....when the climax came...

 

Nothing. 

 

Absolutely no pleasure whatsoever. 

 

I cummed a lot, but not a single sensation of pleasure. Think of it like taking a big, big gulp of ice Coca Cola after your 2.4km run under the noon sun. You can 'feel' the icy shiokness, but you have lost your taste buds. No taste whatsoever. Even plain ice water tasted better. In other words, I climaxed, I cummed, I huffed and puffed, but I couldn't feel the pleasure of the orgasm.

 

And I was able to feel all of that pleasure, had it been 2 or 3 guys fking the shit of a girl.

 

 

 

....thanks for reading my ridiculous revelation. This may all seem rather stupid/lame to you, but in my mind, I realised that while I get turned on gay cocks and etc, I am not 'attracted' to guys in the real sense, because my sexual attraction to them isn't real.

 

I'm hoping this leaves me less confused than I used to be...

 

In case you donno,  homosexuality is not about sex only. What about your attractions to guys romantically or emotionally?  Have you explored bisexuality or even pansexuality?

 

Do you like to share your age to facilitate further discussion? 

 

[Ziqzac]

Sexuality is very complicated in nature. You cant assume your own sexuality from pornography and sex. Sexuality goes beyond sex. Underlying it comes love. I always believe that love overrules gender, race etc. Im pretty sure youre far from identifying your true self. But heck youre the one who knows yourself best. Then again your taste in sex might change over the next few years just like how your tastebuds changes as well. So well dont limit yourself. Lol

[auri]

Maybe that kind of porn is just not your thing. 

Nothing to do with you being "non- gay"

 

Sounds like you have a lot of "growing up" to do

[Guest Guest]

Not trying to further confuse you or anything but maybe your self denial is so deep that it stops you mentally from feeling the pleasure. You feel so much guilt that maybe you're too distracted from the pleasure you may have felt. Only when you can truly let go of your preconceived upbringing that homosexuality is wrong that you can truly find out if you are gay or straight or bisexual etc. 

 

Not to further confuse you, I get orgasmic pleasure both from straight and gay porn but I'm 100% homosexual.

 

Also, trying to give you a suggestion, I think you should take some time off from porn because it is blurring your view on what is real sex and what is fantasy sex depicted in porn. 

[fab]

Yes, upbringing.

 

Social pressure is a key factor. 

Edited January 7, 2020 by fab

[yag123123]

3 hours ago, completelyused2 said:

Ok, so this is damn confusing but I just figured out something. Like finally.

 

To clarify first: I am very inexperienced in discovering the 'homosexual part of me'. I know that I have always liked cute guys. And I like to edge to gay porn (without cumming) and do get turned on by hot guys when I bump into them. But all my life, I have been mainly attracted to girls. Nothing confusing...I guess I am at least bisexual, equally attracted to both right? I've had sex with girls before, but have yet to try it with guys. No plans to do the latter, yet (er...let's just say, there are a lot of factors and it can get quite complex, e.g. bump into straight friends, not ready yet...etc...I think you get it).

 

So I thought of a way to test myself. If I am truly bisexual, then I should be cumming and enjoying orgasms to both type of porn. Instead of edging to gay porn like I always do, I decided to go all out and test my orgasm to hardcore gay porn.

 

Here goes. 

 

I was rock hard. Stroking myself to real hardcore stuff. This felt good...like how a gay man should feel watching gay porn right?

 

Oh here comes the scene. 2 guys fking the shit of a twink. One stuffed his mouth, the other, drilling real hard at his ass.

 

I grabbed my tissues. I felt ready....this was the bit...here it comes!!

 

...

 

It didn't feel pleasurable at all.

 

As in...

 

I was rock hard, I felt pleasure stroking myself to gay porn, but....when the climax came...

 

Nothing. 

 

Absolutely no pleasure whatsoever. 

 

I cummed a lot, but not a single sensation of pleasure. Think of it like taking a big, big gulp of ice Coca Cola after your 2.4km run under the noon sun. You can 'feel' the icy shiokness, but you have lost your taste buds. No taste whatsoever. Even plain ice water tasted better. In other words, I climaxed, I cummed, I huffed and puffed, but I couldn't feel the pleasure of the orgasm.

 

And I was able to feel all of that pleasure, had it been 2 or 3 guys fking the shit of a girl.

 

 

 

....thanks for reading my ridiculous revelation. This may all seem rather stupid/lame to you, but in my mind, I realised that while I get turned on gay cocks and etc, I am not 'attracted' to guys in the real sense, because my sexual attraction to them isn't real.

 

I'm hoping this leaves me less confused than I used to be...

 

 

Try to watch the same porn but this time stuff your index finger in your ass , when it is inside curl your index finger , like a come here motion with your finger...keep repeating it and imagine your that used twink

[fab]

3 minutes ago, yag123123 said:

 

 

Try to watch the same porn but this time stuff your index finger in your ass , when it is inside curl your index finger , like a come here motion with your finger...keep repeating it and imagine your that used twink

 

 

You are helping him to discover his bottom side?

 

No pun intended. 

 

[Steve5380]

The only sense I can make of the post of the TS is that I am glad that I don't have his problem, which I don't understand.

 

My orgasms are always pleasurable, either from masturbation or from oral sex.  Also from straight sex and the times I am a top in anal sex.

I don't understand how orgasms would not be pleasurable.  Unless he got some rare dysfunction from so much "edging".

 

But maybe I am too plain, without patience to analyze the complexities of bisexual sex.   I am also plain with food.

There is no way that I don't feel pleasure eating some decent chocolate ice cream.  And if the ice cream comes from my freezer, from a shop, if I paid for it or if it was an invitation, it always tastes good.   And there is no difference if I eat it during a social conversation, or watching a sad movie, it always tastes GOOD. 

 

[Garyl]

I think i am becoming a lesbian/princess as I like to wear Victoria's pink now.. .

😭😭😭😭

[Guest stress]

Straight - Lead a normal life like many others. Least stress

Gay - Hard to find partner unless you are gd looking and have nice body. Stress

Bi - Have to mange both side. Most stress

 

Make your sensible logic while you can.

[fab]

6 minutes ago, Guest stress said:

Straight - Lead a normal life like many others. Least stress

Gay - Hard to find partner unless you are gd looking and have nice body. Stress

Bi - Have to mange both side. Most stress

 

Make your sensible logic while you can.

 

R  u sure being straight is least stress?

 

Think of wife's nagging and kid's education fees. Enough to stress. 

[passinthenight]

Just an aberration that's all.

You missed out on a sensation that should have happened but didn't. 

You will find that you will never get ripped off like that again.

It was something that did happen to me when I wore a younger man's clothes.

I'm still gay and I suspect you are to.

[Guest iku iku ikuuuuu]

13 hours ago, completelyused2 said:

Ok, so this is damn confusing but I just figured out something. Like finally.

 

To clarify first: I am very inexperienced in discovering the 'homosexual part of me'. I know that I have always liked cute guys. And I like to edge to gay porn (without cumming) and do get turned on by hot guys when I bump into them. But all my life, I have been mainly attracted to girls. Nothing confusing...I guess I am at least bisexual, equally attracted to both right? I've had sex with girls before, but have yet to try it with guys. No plans to do the latter, yet (er...let's just say, there are a lot of factors and it can get quite complex, e.g. bump into straight friends, not ready yet...etc...I think you get it).

 

So I thought of a way to test myself. If I am truly bisexual, then I should be cumming and enjoying orgasms to both type of porn. Instead of edging to gay porn like I always do, I decided to go all out and test my orgasm to hardcore gay porn.

 

Here goes. 

 

I was rock hard. Stroking myself to real hardcore stuff. This felt good...like how a gay man should feel watching gay porn right?

 

Oh here comes the scene. 2 guys fking the shit of a twink. One stuffed his mouth, the other, drilling real hard at his ass.

 

I grabbed my tissues. I felt ready....this was the bit...here it comes!!

 

...

 

It didn't feel pleasurable at all.

 

As in...

 

I was rock hard, I felt pleasure stroking myself to gay porn, but....when the climax came...

 

Nothing. 

 

Absolutely no pleasure whatsoever. 

 

I cummed a lot, but not a single sensation of pleasure. Think of it like taking a big, big gulp of ice Coca Cola after your 2.4km run under the noon sun. You can 'feel' the icy shiokness, but you have lost your taste buds. No taste whatsoever. Even plain ice water tasted better. In other words, I climaxed, I cummed, I huffed and puffed, but I couldn't feel the pleasure of the orgasm.

 

And I was able to feel all of that pleasure, had it been 2 or 3 guys fking the shit of a girl.

 

 

 

....thanks for reading my ridiculous revelation. This may all seem rather stupid/lame to you, but in my mind, I realised that while I get turned on gay cocks and etc, I am not 'attracted' to guys in the real sense, because my sexual attraction to them isn't real.

 

I'm hoping this leaves me less confused than I used to be...

 

You just havent met a very experienced gay old bird to open your pandora's box and make you sing like an angel when they make you come.

 

Apparently someone like Kim lo 777 can really probe your deepest inner button,

 

Try going to shogun sauna on a weekday late at night or very early morning , 

 

Lots of old , experienced by washed up old geysers are gonna teach you the ropes.🙄🙄

[Kimochi]

14 hours ago, completelyused2 said:

Ok, so this is damn confusing but I just figured out something. Like finally.

 

To clarify first: I am very inexperienced in discovering the 'homosexual part of me'. I know that I have always liked cute guys. And I like to edge to gay porn (without cumming) and do get turned on by hot guys when I bump into them. But all my life, I have been mainly attracted to girls. Nothing confusing...I guess I am at least bisexual, equally attracted to both right? I've had sex with girls before, but have yet to try it with guys. No plans to do the latter, yet (er...let's just say, there are a lot of factors and it can get quite complex, e.g. bump into straight friends, not ready yet...etc...I think you get it).

 

So I thought of a way to test myself. If I am truly bisexual, then I should be cumming and enjoying orgasms to both type of porn. Instead of edging to gay porn like I always do, I decided to go all out and test my orgasm to hardcore gay porn.

 

Here goes. 

 

I was rock hard. Stroking myself to real hardcore stuff. This felt good...like how a gay man should feel watching gay porn right?

 

Oh here comes the scene. 2 guys fking the shit of a twink. One stuffed his mouth, the other, drilling real hard at his ass.

 

I grabbed my tissues. I felt ready....this was the bit...here it comes!!

 

...

 

It didn't feel pleasurable at all.

 

As in...

 

I was rock hard, I felt pleasure stroking myself to gay porn, but....when the climax came...

 

Nothing. 

 

Absolutely no pleasure whatsoever. 

 

I cummed a lot, but not a single sensation of pleasure. Think of it like taking a big, big gulp of ice Coca Cola after your 2.4km run under the noon sun. You can 'feel' the icy shiokness, but you have lost your taste buds. No taste whatsoever. Even plain ice water tasted better. In other words, I climaxed, I cummed, I huffed and puffed, but I couldn't feel the pleasure of the orgasm.

 

And I was able to feel all of that pleasure, had it been 2 or 3 guys fking the shit of a girl.

 

 

 

....thanks for reading my ridiculous revelation. This may all seem rather stupid/lame to you, but in my mind, I realised that while I get turned on gay cocks and etc, I am not 'attracted' to guys in the real sense, because my sexual attraction to them isn't real.

 

I'm hoping this leaves me less confused than I used to be...

Reading again it seems you like getting edged jialat jialat and then final release. Try ionizing edging videos ~

[Guest Hmm]

In any case, if you now understand yourself better, hey, good for you and more power to you.

 

And lol@the butthurt guys who are jealous he won't have to interact with the toxic gay "scene".

[go-geek]

I can relate to TS on some level. And as expected, there are plenty of replies shoving their own narrative onto TS. If TS doesn't feel it, he doesn't feel it. Must every curious/bi/gay/straight whatever person go through all the aspects of a particular sexual orientation to figure out who they are?

 

TS made a realisation. He has his own boundaries he doesn't want to cross so calm down and at least commend him for having an open mind to try to figure himself out up til now. Sheesh

[Guest Pussy dog]

TS has passed the test to prove he is not gay.  He should quietly close this account and join the fundamentalist churxh to become one of their pastors who once claims to be gay but chose to be straight.  Bye TS.  Good luck to your future endeavour with the pussy.

[fab]

On 11/30/2019 at 10:35 PM, gucici said:

Ok. Confirmed that the masseur is gay

 

How did you find out?

[gucici]

5 minutes ago, fab said:

 

How did you find out?

Because he insist to give me hj, and wanted to blow me

[fab]

21 minutes ago, gucici said:

Because he insist to give me hj, and wanted to blow me

 

The Pinoys masseur at jb? Ksl? 

 

What about you? 

[gucici]

2 minutes ago, fab said:

 

The Pinoys masseur at jb? Ksl? 

 

What about you? 

No malaysia. 

 

Me what? Only enjoyed his service lo

[fab]

Just now, gucici said:

No malaysia. 

 

Me what? Only enjoyed his service lo

 

Have you decided if you are gay?

[gucici]

1 minute ago, fab said:

 

Have you decided if you are gay?

I do not fall in love with a guy. 

[fab]

Just now, gucici said:

I do not fall in love with a guy. 

 

So only sex? 

 

More than hj now?

[gucici]

Just now, fab said:

 

So only sex? 

 

More than hj now?

Only reced hj so far

[fab]

12 minutes ago, gucici said:

Only reced hj so far

 

I tot u started visiting gay sauna?

[gucici]

3 minutes ago, fab said:

 

I tot u started visiting gay sauna?

Yea. I walk ard. But i realised i have no interest in touching them

[fab]

Just now, gucici said:

Yea. I walk ard. But i realised i have no interest in touching them

 

How about To be touched?

 

How many times have u tried?

 

[gucici]

2 minutes ago, fab said:

 

How about To be touched?

 

How many times have u tried?

 

Being touched is fine. But they will probably turn off if i didnt reciprocate 

[gucici]

But i do enjoy being touched. How? 

[fab]

8

37 minutes ago, gucici said:

Being touched is fine. But they will probably turn off if i didnt reciprocate 

 

7 minutes ago, gucici said:

But i do enjoy being touched. How? 

 

I am sure there are some who are willing service providers.

 

 

[gucici]

Just now, fab said:

8

 

 

I am sure there are some who are willing service providers.

 

 

Hope there is n will contact me then.. Hard to find. 

[fab]

4 minutes ago, gucici said:

Hope there is n will contact me then.. Hard to find. 

 

U mean there was no one who wanna touch you in the sauna?

[gucici]

1 minute ago, fab said:

 

U mean there was no one who wanna touch you in the sauna?

There are. But i dun spend long there. Usually longest i spend is 1.5 hr including my gym there. 

[fab]

8 minutes ago, gucici said:

There are. But i dun spend long there. Usually longest i spend is 1.5 hr including my gym there. 

 

If that's you in your pic, I m sure it is easy to find someone to touch you interested the dark room.

[gucici]

6 minutes ago, fab said:

 

If that's you in your pic, I m sure it is easy to find someone to touch you interested the dark room.

Yup always got ppl approach me. All the weirdos.. Jaha

[fab]

1 minute ago, gucici said:

Yup always got ppl approach me. All the weirdos.. Jaha

 

U can't find a girl to touch you?

[gucici]

1 minute ago, fab said:

 

U can't find a girl to touch you?

Im married my friend

[fab]

1 hour ago, gucici said:

Im married my friend

 

 

She cunt sextisfy u?

[Moon]

6 minutes ago, fab said:

 

 

Edited January 10, 2020 by Moon