I Did Bad Things Today!

[Guest se11750]

Recently, I noticed that I am becoming an exhibitionist! Whenever there is no one at home, I would walk around naked with a semi or full erection. I know it is against the law to do so but I just can't help It. I have always been shy to show my nake body even at swimming pools. But all of a sudden I started having strong urges to show my nake self to everyone! Today, when I got home, my tenant, who is also gay and have been my "sister" for three years(but we are not close) was at home. The urge suddenly came over me again I actually stripped naked in my room without closing the door (something I never do when I know there is someone at home) and proceeded to jerk my semi hard cock into a full erection. Then I did something I now regret. I pick up a tee shirt which was my "sister"s and knocked on his door! He had a shocked look when he opened the door and saw me NAKED with a HUGE ERECTION! I mumbled something about mom made mistake with tee shirt and just stood there exposing myself to him (we have never seen each other nake and is alwa before let alone me with an erection) He said thank you and closed the door. I was on such a high than that I wanted to do it again I just stay naked an exposed myself again to him when he came out of his room to go out. My semi became a full again when I heard his door open and quickly stood right in front of him to show him my cock. He didnt say anything and just went on his way. I was so excited by the whole thing I jerked off twice after (something I dont do either, usually just maybe once or twice a week)

I must stressed that I am not interested in him at all neither is he in me EVER. He and I know nothing sexual will ever happen between us. Today crazy me just wanted to expose myself to him and that is it!

Now I am feeling regretful of what I have done. Have I offended him? What must I do to salvage the situation? How do I stop myself from repeating this act again? Any advice from anyone?

[GachiMuchi]

Next time when you have the urge to expose yourself, just use your head that has a brain. Not the one without a brain.

[glider]

U sound like a teenage boy with hormone shooting over the roof. What u did can get u into serious trouble if ur neighbour saw it. Ur tenant have done his best to ignore u, but that does not mean he accept/approve ur behaviour. U are responsible for ur own action, take control or risk getting trouble with the law.

[Guest Guest]

Recently, I noticed that I am becoming an exhibitionist! Whenever there is no one at home, I would walk around naked with a semi or full erection. I know it is against the law to do so but I just can't help It. I have always been shy to show my nake body even at swimming pools. But all of a sudden I started having strong urges to show my nake self to everyone! Today, when I got home, my tenant, who is also gay and have been my "sister" for three years(but we are not close) was at home. The urge suddenly came over me again I actually stripped naked in my room without closing the door (something I never do when I know there is someone at home) and proceeded to jerk my semi hard cock into a full erection. Then I did something I now regret. I pick up a tee shirt which was my "sister"s and knocked on his door! He had a shocked look when he opened the door and saw me NAKED with a HUGE ERECTION! I mumbled something about mom made mistake with tee shirt and just stood there exposing myself to him (we have never seen each other nake and is alwa before let alone me with an erection) He said thank you and closed the door. I was on such a high than that I wanted to do it again I just stay naked an exposed myself again to him when he came out of his room to go out. My semi became a full again when I heard his door open and quickly stood right in front of him to show him my cock. He didnt say anything and just went on his way. I was so excited by the whole thing I jerked off twice after (something I dont do either, usually just maybe once or twice a week)

I must stressed that I am not interested in him at all neither is he in me EVER. He and I know nothing sexual will ever happen between us. Today crazy me just wanted to expose myself to him and that is it!

Now I am feeling regretful of what I have done. Have I offended him? What must I do to salvage the situation? How do I stop myself from repeating this act again? Any advice from anyone?

buy a dog and expose to ur dog.

[Guest Guest]

buy a dog and expose to ur dog.

Don't, dog may bite.

[cock brand]

Next time you have the same urge, go to the nearest suana, strip naked and parade around with your raging hardon, all the members there will be extremely delighted.

[Boya]

You must have encountered something in your life recently that could have triggered such urges. Or could it be a childhood episode that you have repressed for a long time that is manifesting itself in your adult life? If you still cannot control such urge, I suggest you talk to a gay or gay friendly psychologist about this as exposing oneself to strangers can really get you in deep trouble in singapore. all the best! :thumb:

[imchaser]

Hi se11750, i think i understand your situation. Last time i used to have an urge to expose myself to the mailman, pizza delivery guy, or even the karang guni uncle, but i didnt of coz. Maybe u want to meet up and talk abt it in person? Say, your house?

Edited August 27, 2009 by imchaser

[snowball]

kinky, so mind asking, what is he horny & have sex with you? how would you feel now?

[Guest se11750]

Update: My tenant came back abt an hour ago. I greeted him (fully clothed) and he was his normal self and we exchange some casual remarks (our usual) and he went back to him room. Phew...I guess he is okay and maybe jus wanna pretend that it did not happen.

Now that I am thinking with the head that has a brain, I do seriously think I did a stupid thing. I could have gotten into serious trouble with him or maybe my family if they had came back suddenly. Worst would be if he had responsed to my exposure,I would have probably pushed him away. Its strange, I just wanna show my erection and thats it. I dont hope for them to touch me or jerk me or have sex. (everyone must think I am weird rite? )

Which is why I wouldnt wanna go to the sauna. My only and last time that I did started out really high, I was just walking around with my erection and it stayed up just from being stared at! My cock was so hard I thought it would burst. I thought I have found my "stage" untill hands starting reaching out and I had a hard time brushing them away. I came home with a really sore cock! (not from coming but from being groped) A guy even called me a prick teaser.(guessed I deserved all that)

BTW I do have a dog but its not the same, plus he might mistake it for a snack!!!!!. So thats out too.

Thanks guys. Appreciated the advice and concern. I guess I just needed some affirmation that what I am doing is wrong. But if it is wrong than why do I get so aroused just thinking about doing it again!!! This really worries me, maybe I should seek help yah? I dont know when the urge will hit and I be tempted to do it again. Maybe I should just go bback to the sauna and just do it there. Better be called a prick teaser than have my face all over the straits times!

[Guest Second Chance]

I think your tenant deserves to know more. It would also be a self help to yourself - admission to such an act.

When you find the right opportunity, talk to him again. Apologise to him for that indecency act and then share with him your thought process. Assure him that it is not about wanting to have sex with him but about you.

[Guest se11750]

Thank you. Will find the chance to do that.

[snowball]

se11750, i don't think is a good ideal for you to mention again, is not pleasant too, i think best is maybe find one day you buy him lunch or dinner? sometimes, something should just let it go

[Guest se11750]

Thats good advice too. I am confused. To talk or not is now the question. Maybe I should consider after I give it some time. See how things are. IF I can stop my act(s)and everything stays normal than I guess I will leave it that way.But if he starts avoiding me than I guess I will have to talk to him. When I heard his door open this morning, the urge came back again strongly. Lucky my mom was home. Phew!!!!

[snowball]

Thats good advice too. I am confused. To talk or not is now the question.

frankly, i don't think that is a main problem, is will you do it again infront of him or not, lol :twisted:

i know is quite kinky to test the water & want to know his respond, but...

up to you, you must be horny moost time, haha

[cock brand]

Honestly, I think you need to go for some counselling or visit the day clinic at IMH.

What you had done may be prelude to something worse later.

An urge is sometimes so strong that it can really mar your reasoning and logic.

Many people who committed sex crimes were found to be unable to control that sudden urge and got overwhelmed and they just do it.

It can developed into addiction - like gambling for example - the urge is so strong, you have to do it no matter what, again and again!

From flashing to molest to rape, they are all caused by this uncontrollable urge and strong compulsions from inside.

Better do something positive now before becoming a hardcore exhibitionist.

[Guest Second Chance]

To talk or not is now the question ... IF I can stop my act

01. Put yourself in his shoe and you would get the answer. How would you feel when your modesty is being outraged? How would you feel when someone you trust is taking advantage? How would you feel when you have to live in fear that such an incident will not happen again? If you dont feel good, your tenant would feel the same too. And obviously something needs to be addressed.

02. You need to watch your action - the thought/feeling of IF is non-committal .. there is a lack of conviction.

[snowball]

unless your tenant enjoy looking at your nude body & your free show, else you only make him sick

[GachiMuchi]

I remember seeing an old uncle that walks around naked with a hard on in some sauna. I've seen him a couple of times doing that, but it seems like no one wants to go near him. I hope you will not be the next person getting the same treatment as him in the sauna.

You might want to go and seek some help since you are aware that is it something you may not have control over. The point here is "awareness" and "control". Seeking help with your "problem" (aka dysfunction) may help you find out the root caused of ur problem before it gets worst. Never repress it as it might get worst when it hits again.

Try Oogachaga, the counselors there may be able to help.

[Guest se11750]

Thank you to all that have replied. You are all correct. I know what I have done is stupid! The term "dont shit where you eat" keeps popping into my mind. By performing that "free show" I have not only undermine my tenant but myself and my parents too! What would he think of me, I keep telling myself. Must not be good at all. I acted foolishly and what have I got in return but a few moments of high, two jerks and a big regret and shame! Its not worth it at all. I was not brought up that way and my acts can cause myself and all who love me anguish! Its just not worth it at all.

I know what I must and must not do. The thing now is to follow thru. The next time I get the urge I will remind myself of all the advice given here and how shameful I felt after. It just not worth it, lock the door and go jerk off untill the urge goes away! The hotline is always there too rite? So is IMH(but i hate to reach that stage)

Thank you again guys, its good to be able to trash it out and get help without being judged!

[se11750]

Hi guys, I just registered as a member! Thinking this would be a good support group should I wanna do stupid things again. It would do me good to have everyone knock some sense into my head(umh...the one with the brain not the other head)

[Guest Guest]

maybe you make him too horny and he quickly went out to find his bf for a good fxxk

[rotikawin]

lock the door and go jerk off untill the urge goes away!

I wld strongly suggest u seek professional advice/help on this. This doesn't sound right to me though I'm not a psychiatrist...

A certain rootcause is giving rise to that urge to expose yourself.

And locking yourself and jerking off wld only attach a heightened and fulfilled sexual pleasure to that exposure urge, which not only does not tackle the rootcause but gives it fulfilment!

[ixmog]

Honestly, I do not understand the urge of an exhibitionist. How much pleasure you get from exposing yourself to someone ? Psychological there is something not right. Sorry , I maybe conservative in my thinking.

[ilovemen25]

we all get different thrills in different forms i guess. I have the same thrill, catching curious and shocked expressions of deliveryman etc when i answer the door in my briefs!!

I've got a bit of abs, so i'll notice them stare from there till my crotch area, as if expecting to see a hardon. HAHA. It's just cheap thrill for me. I think part of it, is to satisfy my ego, that I work out hard, so flaunt and seduce, invoke some curious stares from straight men! I'd clothe myself if it's a delivery WOMEN. The thrill is just not there. HAha.

But the idea of flashing a hardon sounds a little too exciting!!

Edited August 28, 2009 by ilovemen25

[se11750]

Hi guys. Thank you for your relies.

Following your advice, I did approach my tenant to apologise. But before I could start the topic (I tried with some causal remarks first)he brought it up! He said he was very surprised and a little shocked by my behaviour. He wasnt offended just worried that others (family members or neighbours could have seen it)and never expected me to be a "cheap thriller"

That lead to me opening up to him about my problem and you know what he was cool about it! He said that there are many others like me out there but they are more discreet and know when and where is apporiate to show ( but he couldnt tell me where? or when?)

He told me that he has been around long enough to have seen all these and that the next time or anytime I feel the urge I could just expose to him!!!But make sure that everytime I have the urge there is no one at home and that the curtains are drawn and the main door double locked AND dont expect him to recipocrate or have any sexual thoughts at all!!!!!

Here comes the most shocking part, he said:"ok lah, no prob, sometimes it nice to start the day seeing a hard cock. ha ha ha"!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I am confused? Have I found an audience in my own home? Or is he being the kind generous man he has always been? Or both?

Is there really a time and place for such things? I know its wrong to expose myself to others in public but I have seen guys doing it at swimming pools and gym changing areas. Showerin with door wide open, taking forever to dry themseleves, blow drying their hair while totally nude! No one say they are wrong.(but dont condone it?)I've read that many parade around their homes nake some even strip themselves in parks or is just made up? So its ok to be nake but not with hardon?

Totally getting mixed signals everywhere.

[Guest not an exhibitionist]

just go to fort road and walk around naked. or go to one of the saunas with the cage-type rooms. go in close the door and expose yourself all you want. warning: you will most certainly be called a cock-teaser for that!

[cock brand]

First, you should be glad that your tenant was not offended by your action.

He is just behaving normally, no big deal for him.

And he had also make it clear that however, you will not be reciprocated, he'll just be an audience.

I guess if you ask anyone here, would they mind looking at a naked you with a raging hardon, the answer would be : please please go ahead!

Its normal, who don't want to see? Better if can touch also, haha.

About your question: "Is there really a time and place for such things?"

Yes, there is always a time and place for everything!

You can wear your skimpy speedo in the swimming pool; but can you wear the same in a busy shopping centre?

Of cos not!

Being naked in the changing room is normal. Its only some are more shy and some less.

When I was doing my NS, we only have open shower and everyone has to shower that way and sometimes we even walk back naked to the barrack. It was the culture then, no big deal, all were guys and there were no sexual elements present.

However if you walk around with a hardon it a different story; its sexually charged; its invitation to sex.

Similarly, when I was in a straight spa in Japan, everyone walk around naked under bright lights without any reservation.

But is a gay spa, lights are dimmed and nude parading are much much lesser.

Why?

Because in the latter, everyone were more conscious of showing their thingy.

Look at the artwork, modern and period ones.

All the male nudes are in flaccid state and are displayed for all to admire.

Can you imagine the famous statue David by Michelangelo with a hardon? Atrocious right!

Hardon belongs to pxxn, not the mainstream.

So, time and place for everything!

[GachiMuchi]

CB, speaking like a true blue well traveled cock. Well said.

[Guest Porto89]

Recently, I noticed that I am becoming an exhibitionist! Whenever there is no one at home, I would walk around naked with a semi or full erection. I know it is against the law to do so but I just can't help It. I have always been shy to show my nake body even at swimming pools. But all of a sudden I started having strong urges to show my nake self to everyone! Today, when I got home, my tenant, who is also gay and have been my "sister" for three years(but we are not close) was at home. The urge suddenly came over me again I actually stripped naked in my room without closing the door (something I never do when I know there is someone at home) and proceeded to jerk my semi hard cock into a full erection. Then I did something I now regret. I pick up a tee shirt which was my "sister"s and knocked on his door! He had a shocked look when he opened the door and saw me NAKED with a HUGE ERECTION! I mumbled something about mom made mistake with tee shirt and just stood there exposing myself to him (we have never seen each other nake and is alwa before let alone me with an erection) He said thank you and closed the door. I was on such a high than that I wanted to do it again I just stay naked an exposed myself again to him when he came out of his room to go out. My semi became a full again when I heard his door open and quickly stood right in front of him to show him my cock. He didnt say anything and just went on his way. I was so excited by the whole thing I jerked off twice after (something I dont do either, usually just maybe once or twice a week)

I must stressed that I am not interested in him at all neither is he in me EVER. He and I know nothing sexual will ever happen between us. Today crazy me just wanted to expose myself to him and that is it!

 

Now I am feeling regretful of what I have done. Have I offended him? What must I do to salvage the situation? How do I stop myself from repeating this act again? Any advice from anyone?

[Guest Bye bye]

Dont shit in where you eat, in this case where you live.

[Guest Mary Margaret]

You are just being a man. The male side of you came out to expose yourself to the feminine  sista.

[G_M]

On 8/27/2009 at 6:37 PM, Guest se11750 said:

Recently, I noticed that I am becoming an exhibitionist! Whenever there is no one at home, I would walk around naked with a semi or full erection. I know it is against the law to do so but I just can't help It. I have always been shy to show my nake body even at swimming pools. But all of a sudden I started having strong urges to show my nake self to everyone! Today, when I got home, my tenant, who is also gay and have been my "sister" for three years(but we are not close) was at home. The urge suddenly came over me again I actually stripped naked in my room without closing the door (something I never do when I know there is someone at home) and proceeded to jerk my semi hard cock into a full erection. Then I did something I now regret. I pick up a tee shirt which was my "sister"s and knocked on his door! He had a shocked look when he opened the door and saw me NAKED with a HUGE ERECTION! I mumbled something about mom made mistake with tee shirt and just stood there exposing myself to him (we have never seen each other nake and is alwa before let alone me with an erection) He said thank you and closed the door. I was on such a high than that I wanted to do it again I just stay naked an exposed myself again to him when he came out of his room to go out. My semi became a full again when I heard his door open and quickly stood right in front of him to show him my cock. He didnt say anything and just went on his way. I was so excited by the whole thing I jerked off twice after (something I dont do either, usually just maybe once or twice a week)

I must stressed that I am not interested in him at all neither is he in me EVER. He and I know nothing sexual will ever happen between us. Today crazy me just wanted to expose myself to him and that is it!

Now I am feeling regretful of what I have done. Have I offended him? What must I do to salvage the situation? How do I stop myself from repeating this act again? Any advice from anyone?

 

On 5/22/2022 at 5:28 PM, Guest Porto89 said:

Recently, I noticed that I am becoming an exhibitionist! Whenever there is no one at home, I would walk around naked with a semi or full erection. I know it is against the law to do so but I just can't help It. I have always been shy to show my nake body even at swimming pools. But all of a sudden I started having strong urges to show my nake self to everyone! Today, when I got home, my tenant, who is also gay and have been my "sister" for three years(but we are not close) was at home. The urge suddenly came over me again I actually stripped naked in my room without closing the door (something I never do when I know there is someone at home) and proceeded to jerk my semi hard cock into a full erection. Then I did something I now regret. I pick up a tee shirt which was my "sister"s and knocked on his door! He had a shocked look when he opened the door and saw me NAKED with a HUGE ERECTION! I mumbled something about mom made mistake with tee shirt and just stood there exposing myself to him (we have never seen each other nake and is alwa before let alone me with an erection) He said thank you and closed the door. I was on such a high than that I wanted to do it again I just stay naked an exposed myself again to him when he came out of his room to go out. My semi became a full again when I heard his door open and quickly stood right in front of him to show him my cock. He didnt say anything and just went on his way. I was so excited by the whole thing I jerked off twice after (something I dont do either, usually just maybe once or twice a week)

I must stressed that I am not interested in him at all neither is he in me EVER. He and I know nothing sexual will ever happen between us. Today crazy me just wanted to expose myself to him and that is it!

 

Now I am feeling regretful of what I have done. Have I offended him? What must I do to salvage the situation? How do I stop myself from repeating this act again? Any advice from anyone?

 

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