Moment I knew I was gay + How Did You Found Out That You are Gay? (compiled)

[Guest Loquacious Larry Laminator]

This is not my story since I'm not a fat religious ang moh, but I found the article to be interesting, and it basically fits in with this topic.

 

Now everyone should know: I am gay
Noah Jones | Abilene Reporter-News

 

I am gay.

 

There I said it.

 

That statement should not come as a surprise to some people who know me (Or who knows? Perhaps you all knew). In fact, I have not really kept this a secret since I accepted myself. My immediate family and some close friends are well aware.

 

I despise parts of the process of “coming out”. I want to live in a world where we can be private about who we bring into the bedroom. As long as we are not harming ourselves or anyone else in who we are, then let it be. However, I am more keen on the idea of coming out than I used to be. It gives people like me a public opportunity to declare that we are confident in who we are.

 

Mind you, that does not make me less fearful for the world I live in.

 

(SKIP AHEAD)

 

Admittedly, I knew I had somewhat resigned myself to being in the closet when I chose Hardin-Simmons. Going to a Baptist school was not going to do me any favors, but I had chosen HSU for reasons besides my sexuality. My family, my familiarity and my ability to succeed were just some of the factors I had in mind when I made my college choice.

 

I underestimated how difficult college would be for my understanding of my sexuality and my faith. Throughout high school I attended church with my family, and we had a good time. We were able to help people. I had turned away from my church when I had realized who I was. Honestly, I was scared to go back there. I knew I could never be who I was if I stayed there and lied to myself.

 

I mean, I could read what people from the congregation were putting on social media. I could only imagine what they and others felt in their hearts.

 

(SKIP AHEAD)

 

Earlier this year, I decided that the day I graduated I would “come out." I have always been poor with deadlines, but this is one I decided that I would keep. I felt that as I moved on to the next stage of my life, that I should do it as me.

 

I realize that for the rest of my life, I will have people tell me that they do not “agree” with how I live my life. I resent that choice of words. The word “agree” implies that I chose to live this way. I can promise you that being gay is no choice. Why would I choose to make life harder for myself? Why would I choose to make a part of the population of this country believe that I am a heretic? Am I simply an attention seeker?

 

No.

 

The only choice I made in this matter is to be open with everyone about it. This may be something that offends some people. However, your feelings and beliefs are my everyday reality. I ask that you treat me with the same respect that you would treat any other person you meet. That is because I am the same as every other person you meet. Because you are you, and they are they. And I am me.

 

(This is a letter to the editor appearing in the Abilene Reporter-News!)

[Guest Refraction]

On 3/9/2021 at 12:24 AM, Neh Neh said:

When i was 20, i went for a massage in china town. I took off all my clothes and wrapped a towel around my waist. Then i laid down on the mattress to rest and enjoyed the soothing music. A fair looking handsome guy walked in after a while. He massaged my back, and occasionally teased my inner tights. My cock reacted to his stimulation. When i turned around, i had an obvious hard-on. My eyes were closed and i pretended to sleep. He continued to massage me and teased my broad chest. Then he sneakily licked my left nipple. My body twitched. My cock sprung up and in full hardness. He must have seen my reaction and went on to suck my pinkish fresh nip. He licked and sucked from my left nip to my right nip. Not long enough, my towel was pulled up lightly to expose my anaconda and a warm mouth went over my jewel. It was a wonderful feeling. His warm mouth gone down and up my shaft. As a young lad it was too sensitive for me that time. On one deep throat, i exploded into his mouth. He swallowed. My cock was still hard. Then he sadder over me and bend toward my ear and told me to fuck him. It was my first time. I didnt react. Just pretended i was sleeping. Suddenly he put on a condom for me and then sat on my cock and slowly lowered his ass over my anaconda. He losed out a light moan and lowering down till my cock fully inside his lubed ass. He began squating up and down. His ass was warm and tight. And it felt very good to fuck. My horniness took over me sooner. I moved my waist up to spank his ass. Soon a rhythm built up. I knew i will cum soon. I slowed down and he changed to kneel down like doggy. I inserted my cock from behind. And i loved doggy style, which i pounded fast and furious till i shot a huge load second time.

The moment i shot, i told myself, shit i am gay! I had sex with a guy!

Wow. You just exploded. And managed to fuck him so fast...

[Guest Justin29]

I was 8 when I saw my brother watching porn while our parents was away. I was fixated on the guys cock while it was going in and out of cheebye. Since then i always imagine i was getting fucked by that huge ang mo cock in my ass.

[Guest Merp]

Horsing around at a friend’s place in sec sch when he pinned me to his bed. As we struggled I got a raging hard on… luckily he didn’t see, but that was when it clicked for me.

 

If you know, you know. Its like finding out your handedness - at first it just happens, then you become conscious of it and can put a label on it.

[Guest Guest]

When I m in early secondary age, I went into my parent's bedroom to get my mum's purse and help to bring it downstairs for her. After opening the bedroom door, I saw my dad sleeping soundly under the blanket in nude with a pillow on top his chest and stomach. Some parts of his body were exposed out of the blanket and one of the part was his cock in a hard morning erection stage.  My cock slowly went hard when looking and I really like what I saw. I confirmed I m gay after. 

[DiDing]

I think it started early in my late primary school years where I think puberty started hitting and I got more curious about my own genitals and the access to internet back then gave me much info and I kinda got turned on by pics. Initially I just thought I was turned on because genitals in general are sexual by nature but I guess I just never got curious of those of the other sex and one thing led to another and I just ended up acknowledging who I am. 

[fab]

On 11/13/2011 at 6:13 PM, Guest Don Corleone said:

How Did You Found Out That You are Gay?

 

When I realized I was overwhelmed by the manliness of those manly sporty guys in secondary school. 

[Guest Hard gay]

I realise it when I'm on my knee in school toilet sucking another students cock cause it looks tasty when it's hard. 

[Guest guest]

On 6/4/2022 at 7:51 PM, fab said:

 

When I realized I was overwhelmed by the manliness of those manly sporty guys in secondary school. 

I also like to see those manly sporty guys in sec sch, esp when they are topless. I love to hang around basketball looking at those sweaty topless guys. So does it make me a gay? 🤣

[Fyfysissybtm]

During NS 2nd year, suddenly when saw all my friends in boxer,i feel something different. 

[Kkklaus]

I fapped to Dragon Ball Z Goku. HAHAHAHAHS

[Fyfysissybtm]

On 6/6/2022 at 7:43 PM, Since u r here said:

but how about nS 1st yr? no1 in boxers?

Have but doesn't makes a difference.  No aroused feeling 

[fab]

On 6/4/2022 at 11:13 PM, Guest guest said:

I also like to see those manly sporty guys in sec sch, esp when they are topless. I love to hang around basketball looking at those sweaty topless guys. So does it make me a gay? 🤣

 

Certainly. 

 

I prefer to see those swimmers and water polo players in their skimpy trunks.

[Guest guest]

On 6/6/2022 at 11:21 PM, fab said:

 

Certainly. 

 

I prefer to see those swimmers and water polo players in their skimpy trunks.

If i did not have fun with any guys before, but i like to look at guys and got precum while looking at hot guys, will it still make me a gay? Maybe i do not like having sex with a guy since i did not try before. Can it happen?

[Guest Try and see]

On 6/12/2022 at 2:20 PM, Guest guest said:

If i did not have fun with any guys before, but i like to look at guys and got precum while looking at hot guys, will it still make me a gay? Maybe i do not like having sex with a guy since i did not try before. Can it happen?

 

Definitely. That's still considered gay, to be attracted to guys.

[yhtang]

On 6/12/2022 at 2:20 PM, Guest guest said:

If i did not have fun with any guys before, but i like to look at guys and got precum while looking at hot guys, will it still make me a gay? Maybe i do not like having sex with a guy since i did not try before. Can it happen?

 

If your precum starts flowing when you look at hot guys, it is possible you have gay tendencies.

 

Scientifically, you can only be sure if you have had sex with a few men and a few women, (separately, not orgies) and analyse which you prefer more.  

 

If you like sex with one gender more than the other, that would be your answer. 

 

If sex with either genders give you pleasure, then perhaps you are bisexual - in which case your chances of sexual gratification is higher than those who prefer sex with only one gender. 🙂 

[Guest Guests Confused]

Did u know that your not straight since the beginning? Or is there a point in time / incident / person that makes u realise it? 

[jason]

On 3/9/2021 at 12:24 AM, Neh Neh said:

When i was 20, i went for a massage in china town. I took off all my clothes and wrapped a towel around my waist. Then i laid down on the mattress to rest and enjoyed the soothing music. A fair looking handsome guy walked in after a while. He massaged my back, and occasionally teased my inner tights. My cock reacted to his stimulation. When i turned around, i had an obvious hard-on. My eyes were closed and i pretended to sleep. He continued to massage me and teased my broad chest. Then he sneakily licked my left nipple. My body twitched. My cock sprung up and in full hardness. He must have seen my reaction and went on to suck my pinkish fresh nip. He licked and sucked from my left nip to my right nip. Not long enough, my towel was pulled up lightly to expose my anaconda and a warm mouth went over my jewel. It was a wonderful feeling. His warm mouth gone down and up my shaft. As a young lad it was too sensitive for me that time. On one deep throat, i exploded into his mouth. He swallowed. My cock was still hard. Then he sadder over me and bend toward my ear and told me to fuck him. It was my first time. I didnt react. Just pretended i was sleeping. Suddenly he put on a condom for me and then sat on my cock and slowly lowered his ass over my anaconda. He losed out a light moan and lowering down till my cock fully inside his lubed ass. He began squating up and down. His ass was warm and tight. And it felt very good to fuck. My horniness took over me sooner. I moved my waist up to spank his ass. Soon a rhythm built up. I knew i will cum soon. I slowed down and he changed to kneel down like doggy. I inserted my cock from behind. And i loved doggy style, which i pounded fast and furious till i shot a huge load second time.

The moment i shot, i told myself, shit i am gay! I had sex with a guy!

Is it a gay or straight massage shop you went?

[Guest Guest]

On 8/14/2022 at 12:32 AM, Guest Guests Confused said:

Did u know that your not straight since the beginning? Or is there a point in time / incident / person that makes u realise it? 

 

Have always known since I was about 7. At that time, I didn't know there was a term to describe guys like me (ie gay/homosexual) until I was in upper primary. 

Was terrified of people finding out.

But somehow, after hitting puberty, I became taller and more good-looking (ahem) so most people just assume I am a straight playboy.

Even when I talk to girls, they always assume that I'm trying to hit on them.

If only they knew.

But yeah, to answer your question, I've always known.

[Guest Confused]

At early teens period, how do you guys know if it is just admiration for another guy or what you felt were gay feeings? It is common for boys/girls at that age to admire a classmate or senior of the same sex.

[Guest Gay tendency]

On 8/14/2022 at 3:00 PM, Guest Confused said:

At early teens period, how do you guys know if it is just admiration for another guy or what you felt were gay feeings? It is common for boys/girls at that age to admire a classmate or senior of the same sex.

 

Cause every gay have gone through the phase of fighting that urge to be normal..

 

And deny or neglect that side of them... And call it manly crush or bromance.

 

If you have gay tendency, you have gay tendency. 

 

If you don't have, you don't have la. 

 

[Guest Try and see]

On 8/14/2022 at 3:00 PM, Guest Confused said:

At early teens period, how do you guys know if it is just admiration for another guy or what you felt were gay feeings? 

 

If you have erotic fantasies about them, or if you jerk off thinking about them, then it's more of a gay attraction.

 

 

On 8/14/2022 at 3:00 PM, Guest Confused said:

It is common for boys/girls at that age to admire a classmate or senior of the same sex.

 

It's more common among girls, it seems. To admire is one thing. To have erotic fantasies is another thing.

[fab]

On 8/14/2022 at 3:00 PM, Guest Confused said:

At early teens period, how do you guys know if it is just admiration for another guy or what you felt were gay feeings? It is common for boys/girls at that age to admire a classmate or senior of the same sex.

 

Admiration is to be like him.

 

Gay feeling is to have him.