amuse.ed Posted January 9, 2021 Author Report Share Posted January 9, 2021 2021年 01月 09号 星期六 雨 Dear Diary, this is really ultimately a battle of my own that I need to see it through. Give me the strength and might.... I did something that I would never have done in the past... after much serious considerations and my correspondences with the HR, I decided to decline the job interview on Mon. Some may say that I am foolish, I could have be less picky. The intuitive part of me just feel very unsettled over the entire job offer, my holistic health will take precedent in this case and after it was transpired, there was a sense of peace. Diary, that brings me to a juncture of where should I continue moving forth from here. I recalled the decision to embark this sector was made as a sense of calling almost 16yrs ago during my days as a Christian. I progressed after attaining my certification on counselling in 2004... my internship was very challenging back then, my ex mentors were stringent because we are dealing with humans who are ever so diverse and dynamic. This sense of calling was challenged when I decided to stay true to who I am, I was asked to leave and eversince my career journey became rocky. My stint at each company became shorter to the extent that alot of self doubts were formed at the professional front. And only recently then I discovered from my natal chart that my energies had always been reacting adversely towards a certain regimental management style and culture. Maybe a full time stint in this sector is really not my cup of tea.... last night I contemplated if I should do a career transition altogether as a form of a much needed distraction from the withdrawal. I browsed through my afterthought collection I wrote and found one that resonated. Perhaps its time to bid farewell to this sector full time and focus on others instead. There are still some skillsfuture credits so I skimmed through what was available. Alas! Most of course titles were like stranger to me and I begin to realise that I am so lagged behind from the other industries. Never mind Dairy, I have all the time to read it through these few weeks. But as of now, focus on my holistic health first.... once I am done with my withdrawal, "my vital organs will be less clouded" and I will be able to sense much clearer. I believe the Universe has other plans for me as well so just let natural takes its course. Good night Diary. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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